Friday, May 1, 2009
Posted by: Beaux-y
Time: 6:29 PM
Comments: 0
I am happy that I hate everyone. For now only.

Sorry, but this thought made me feel so good. I mean, I owe it to myself after putting up a smile for everyone when all I wanna do is lash out at everyone and even myself for this sucky life of mine.

People kept using me, throwing me away, and then mindfucked me to make me feel like shit.

Well, I am sorry if you feel like you've did nothing wrong. Maybe you did do nothing wrong. Too bad, I just want to hate you. Just let me be for today.

My willpower decrease so much. I am now allowing myself to feel the hatred for myself, and everyone around me, the past and present for screwing me up.

They say love feels good. Hey, allowing the hate to be felt feels extremely good as well. And you won't go crazy either.


Didn't know I kept so many things inside.

No worries people, I will end up loving you all once more.

Siti Aisyah
Sweet Seventeen.
Singaporean.
Capricorn.
Good Gone Bad
Play nice, & I'll give you cookies.

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