WOW!! Today is the sexiest day !!! Cause a guy stripdance for me!! And may I add, a good looking one at that!

LAWL! For the show, of course! And, wow was it hilarious! He really gave it all, front and back... but at least we had an understanding that it was for fun and all! :D And everyone, I could feel, was totally jealous of me!! :PPPP

And yes, I enjoyed it. HAHAHAHA! Fun lah of course~

And, thanks to ETHEL, LI PING, PUAY LING, SHIN PUAY AND CHEERYL !! For coming to support me!! They came despite being so busy!!! Thank you gurrls!!!

And bloody Ethan, wanted us to talk in Portugese! Exactly what I feared! At least I already insist the host picked Japanese and French~ :D

The show was totally sexual humour seh! It dominate the whole theme! And of course, I had my fun!

The audience wanted a brothel scene..And I being high, decided to be the prostitute with unbalanced boobs! XDDD Imagine, one side bigger than the other?? ZOMG..

I swore I would have kissed everyone who came man! They laughed with me and such a good sport!


What a success mann!!!

LOVE YALL! ESPECIALLY THE DRAMA PEOPLE!! <3333

Why is it so hard for us to reach our full potential?

I feel that way. I know I can do so much better. AND I always see people around me always fall short of their true power. I hate it.

The media should totally focus on the self-development instead of just focusing on who has won that, who has won this. It makes everyone so fixated on the success of something, instead of growing and getting stronger.

The journey never ends. Not until you are dead.

And that is why some people like me get stuck in a rut. Achieved something, and stopped there. I've already gained success what? So what more ?

See the point? If I had focus on the growing, I will keep on finding, keep on trying.

And even if you succeed, it doesn't mean you have the qualities of a champion. There is always something missing, somewhere.

Perfection is a journey, not a destination.

I do want results. But I want to get it. Understand the whole growing thing, so the whole process gets less painful as times goes by.

Worries make me so fed up. What's the point worrying? This emotion is useless. Yes, I know, it makes you see objectively, protect you from dangers. THATS WHAT YOU THINK. But does it really help you in getting into action?

It just saps your energy.

Worrying is just stupid. Should change all that energy into having a skill in considering all sides and using the excitement to put it in action.

Worrying is a vicious circle. You worry about something, you try everything to stop that something from happening, instead of working on the goal that you want --> to achieve better.


Bleah. I want to go eat.

I feel much better now!

PLEASE TAKE THE QUIZ, (scroll down) CAUSE I WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT UR PERSONALITY. and yes, its very accurate.

Cause I've forced myself to face why I really like him. Honestly, yes this might sound very harsh. I see him as the perfect other half of my monster self. He is like a mirror of my self. Seriously, thats why I am so attracted to him. Of course, he is cute, while I am not. But besides that part, he is like the other half of myself.

I guess I am in love with myself.

But then, maybe I just think I know him.

Lust. Intensity. Anger. Repression.

Anyway, I've finally realised why I withdraw away from the ones I really am attracted to. Because I can lose control of my own monster when I am with them. It will be easier if they like me back, then it feels safe to let out my other half come out.

Monster. Yes, that's how I see myself. A beautiful dominant monster that is. Like a vampire.

I did a test of my personality. Again, they told me I am someone very intense and always in a love state. True man.



Click here for my personality page (which is deadly accurate)

ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.

Not feeling too good right now.

Tried to cheer myself up. Managed though, superficially. But the relapse are getting less painful now. And ends much shorter, though it keeps starting.

I am trying. I am trying to get over it. I really am.

The problem is I am still hoping. And I can't let go.

Its like an addiction, a nice warm addiction. Like for coffee or something. When it goes, or when it is with me, its bad and bad.

Sometimes I ask myself, is something not quite right with me? I am insecure again. Dang.

Just want someone fun, a lot of chemistry, understanding, share some common interest and supportive of me. That is all. I didn't know it was so hard to ask.

I think I just fall for the wrong one, at the wrong lane. And wow, does the bruise hurt.



Tightened braces today. Hurts on my left side. Try to hit me and I'll kick your ass. Imagine, chewing on one side, when both sides hurt, just the other is less intense.

Dvde a bit on the hold. 3DF too. Can't focus. Indulgence in pain is such a bitch in the ass.



I think I need some rest. Love you people. <3

DavidArchuleta /Crush

My favourite song right now! This song makes me feel warm inside, not all hot like I always feel , if you know what I mean. It makes me feel that I can still feel love, despite being so afraid to feel that intense pain when the loved one goes away.

His voice is soft, gentle and caressing... And explodes into a passionate chorus and cry for mutual interest. It makes me believe again in the soft, sensitive soul inside a man.

And I can feel that intense hope that he harbours for her. If I were her, I would keep him straightaway. :D

Too much reality sometimes holds me down.

I am easily distracted especially when my emotions run high. Some people could literally feel the air around me start to feel very warm when I feel anger, or saw someone I really like. I didn't even realise it was that bad!

I tell you, if my mother taught me to sing, I would be the most active singer. I would keep singing till the end of my life. The proof? Even when she totally detest my dream, I still keep singing and singing.. for years. And years to come. Even when she says I won't ever make it, my heart says ' Yes you can. '

When my heart believes in me, there's nothing that can stop me. Unless death comes.

Sometimes, I wonder what I want in life. I tend to deviate to social things. I guess, I am a social butterfly. But I do need time to be alone, to just relax and stop thinking. And feel how beautiful the world really is.

I always see people in the MRT, in class, and etc are so caught up with other things in life. Ever look out of the window, and see how the sky spreads out? How the sun's orange melts into the clouds, and how the clouds float, swirl around the birds ? How the light rays glitter off everything that caught its light? And how sweet the air smells when you stepped outside, the birds singing and the leaf swaying gently while a dew drips to the ground?

How people could actually think Singapore is boring... They are truly missing something.

I want to fight for the people I love. I tend to even if I don't want to. And I want to hug people now and hold hands. All thanks to Ethel and drama ! Haha! I am getting used to it, no worries!

Despite having so much assignments to handle, I want to play intensely! I want to reach out to someone I love and be closer than possible. I want to bright up someone's day! I can't help it, I always unconsciously strive to put a smile on people's face.

I just love it when people smile just because I am there. It makes it all worthwhile to live.

I hope I can get a guitar. Or play the piano. This feelings can't stop pouring.

LOL. <3

And just a few days back, a handsome guy hugged me! FIRST time ever! Lol, a hug virgin.
I still remember how it feels!

*goes dreamy-eyed*

Feel better now.

I guess I had a relapse. :P I sound like I am sick or something.

Anyway, today was ALRIGHT! Really quite unique, since there's no webp. And, I've got to go round and round the bazaar looking at the stuffs there before going into class. I was like so carefree!

Went into class, and everyone was like super shocked. HAHA! Fun seh to do that. Like I am some showstopper or something. All that energy pouring into me, I can suck them all! Everyone was super quiet ! And some of their mouth were either open, or they can't move their eyes away from me!

I felt SOOOO GOOOD.

Okay, that sounds wrong.. but still..

Talking about energy, DRAMA gems taught me about energy. Anyone, even those super exhaused ones would give energy to those around them. If you are sad, you will affect everyone around, just by being around them. If you are excited, love stricken or blah blah, everyone will feel it without knowing how. It's that simple! And energy can never run out, its always passing here and there!

Now I can go hyper without fearing anything!! WHEEE!

and one of my friend say i super h***y. if you know me 'well', you'll know what i mean..

I guess I am just super excited all the time,... HEEHEE!

Thank you to the top 7 of my life.

MYSELF & HOTMAIL! (not counted as help, if u know what i mean)

Xiang Ting!
Cheeryl!
Ethel!
Jia Jun!
Sebastian!
Cheong Ghim!



These people I've mentioned helped me the most, according to rank. Yes, according to rank. Thank you guys! LOVE YOU LOADS!

I hope I have made their days much brighter every day!

They are my crazy peeps!

Through them, I've learned a lot about dexterity, priority and emotional intelligence. And that you can still have fun while learning.

I've progressed to someone who easily cries to someone who looks at problem as a challenge. I thank God I actually chose this course even when I felt afraid my mom would kill me.

She did. But in the end, I still won.

I finally understand what 'believe in my power' really means.

My DVDE finally got approved. I was so worried of having the 'repeated-ideas' syndrome that is very common nowadays. And I was aiming for something easy, like just one picture, I don't want to put in too much effort when it could be easier on me.

and My 3DF is getting better, texturizing is going to be pretty alright for me. Again, simplicity and power is key. I focus on the key furnitures, and found the perfect scene for me. Love it!

My past failures boost my productivity by thousands. I don't like to be too ambitious, too critical and all that I was. Threw that away, embrace my higher self.


I read about how people feel uneasy about how easy a win for Obama is. And how he charmed so many people so easily, making them believe before he could even prove it. And I begin to feel that feeling there too, the uneasyness. Days before I read any of it. It creeps up to me. I hope all of this is wrong.

Note:
OC have to be done. *PROPS section have to be rushed.
Read Breaking Dawn until finished.
Treat friends.
Revise Maths and do assignment.
Finish up CD assignment (SPS w/s)
Finish WEBP tutorial 3.
Continue DVDE and 3DF.
Improve on my IMPROV skills.


Wow, pretty fun list eh?

And gosh, I just wanna dye my hair dark fiery red or dark purple. DANG.

Fire fire, I'm on fire!
Don't.
Let me burn!
I am on a ride!

*Intellectual Siti *

This is not the emotional Aisyah. Logic part of her brain is speaking for now, if you want to go to Emotional Aisyah, just scroll down until you see a break line/hr... and read from there.

I am going to share with you the important things I have learned today. Yes, it is more on self-development. And no, its not related to my course, DDM, even though I am more focused now on my work. Certainly paid off!

Delayed gratification = Intelligence.

It has been surveyed and researched that those who are able to have to restrain the most, has the highest intelligence. You know why? Because their logical part of the brain is able to 'defeat' the emotional part of the brain, to choose an option that is obviously the better one. Humans tend to be overshadowed by the emotional side of their brain. I am not saying that the emotional part will be the doom of you. It will signal to you the areas in your life that you would have the highest motivation, and its up to you to use the logical side of your brain to make the best decision. Seriously, don't waste your brain.

So all my life, I have been stupid. At least, I know now. Shall restrain more and make better choices for better rewards!

And IT IS YOUR FAULT that you feel bad!

Yes! This must be shocking to most of us. It is your fault if that teacher ruined your day. It is your fault that the boss annoyed you today. It is your fault that the traffic jam made you so angry and frustrated. All is your fault when it comes to emotions. And the same goes to your homework! :P

No one can control your feelings. No one can. I could try and influence you with a whole chunk of passionate erotic stories, but it is up to you to feel aroused, offended and etc. You must take responsibility of what you feel. Change the way you see things.

1. Accept the fact that you are hurting yourself. No one else did.
2. Choose what kind of emotions you want to feel. Really, its that simple!

You realize how happy you are for not being as inconsiderate as your boss is. You feel good about your partner leaving you because it proves you that it wasn’t meant to be. You feel calm when you realize that you can’t control traffic. You understand that it’s your own level of self-esteem that defines how other people’s words affect you. You feel humbled about getting cancer because it teaches you to appreciate life and gives you the greatest challenge you’ve ever faced.

-http://www.theprobabilist.com/its-your-fault-that-you-feel-bad/

Take the time to digest this information.


See you later people!

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

*Emotional Aisyah*

OBAMAMA WON! I still cannot get over that man! Imagine, the first black president ever!

Screw those people who want to assasinate him. Seriously, what the fuck? Retarded people. This man can bring a better life to you, and all you can think of is his blood. Sickos. You know, I want to eliminate all the stupid people in the world? By education or by self awakening! The hardships they bring... is unforgivable!

I am trying to do my HTML right now. Dvde overload. I've got some ideas but I just don't dare to explain my concept. I must believe more in myself.. (sighs.)

And I am really loving 3DF.. It really is so... AWESOME! I know how to do it, and I can't wait to see how it looks like when its done and everything! I feel like a director creating my own movie set and animation! *hyperventilates*

Everyone else has five and etc.. GAHH! Please please god, give me some ideas, hope... BMBTY!

And CLASS PEOPLE! When can I treat you? Maybe should team up with CG and Daren to treat you guys for the coming class outing!

So many class outing hor.. But nah, we won't go bankrupt.. So much moneyy... *wink wink*

:DDD

Finally ! Finally the long awaited win! BARACK OBAMA!!!

Finally,the suffering , the injustice will end. I can see it in my mind, the peace dawning onto the world, the hope, strength, faith and love restored.

I actually saw the day that 90 percent of everyone in the whole world cry and laugh with joy! Wow, one of my biggest dream come true! When has that happen in the last century? No wonder today feels so cooling. And yes, the hope and joy energy is still travelling in the air. Its trembling into my body!

LETS ALL PARTY! Singapore, have one public holiday tomorow! Why not have world public holiday tomorrow?! Just party together and celebrate that change has arrived!!!

Omygosh, I feel like kissing someone now. And no, its not Obama, even though I don't mind! :D

Yes, it may take long. It may take years. But I believe in you, dear Mr Obama. Your win has proved the 'impossible' to be achievable with such great victory. The final awakening and I would like to say to the world...

'Change has come. & Our time is now! And forever! God bless you loves.'

Love to all, <3.

and man, that song by Katy Pery (i kissed a girl) keeps repeating in my mind.. DAMN!

My life is perfect just as it is right now. I have the bestest friends, and I am pretty much enjoying life. Theatre, Acting, goofing away all the time, singing and still doing well academically.

But I want more.

So it is, the desire of a woman. Satisfaction levels are never permanent.

Obama, please win. God, humankind, every living animal, lets all pray for Obama! Its just 1 more hour left, wait.. 30 MINUTES! FREAK!

Omgosh. Obama would change the world people!

I am just going to avoid the lines on the floors just for luck! :P And my hotmail is flooded with tons of email saying I won some lottery! YEAH YEAH! Heck it, scammers!

FUCK YOU!

Do you know me? Can you guess what is my worst regret, what are 3 of my worst fears? And do you think I believe in soulmates and why? And etc.

I betcha, you don't know that. <3


randomness is sexy ya know...

Just found a website about The Ladder Theory. If you know this, good for you. Especially if you are a girl. If you don't, go and do your research.

I laughed so hard reading it! Imagine, only having one ladder, while I have two ladders! I definitely have more freedom, in a way. If the theory is true or not, I think its true.

You can prove to me otherwise, if you are a guy. And not gay.

Go read about the theory and tell me what you think.


Once again, ROTFLMFAO !

Offically no more work!


Wow, what a short post. :P

WOW!! Today is the sexiest day !!! Cause a guy stripdance for me!! And may I add, a good looking one at that!

LAWL! For the show, of course! And, wow was it hilarious! He really gave it all, front and back... but at least we had an understanding that it was for fun and all! :D And everyone, I could feel, was totally jealous of me!! :PPPP

And yes, I enjoyed it. HAHAHAHA! Fun lah of course~

And, thanks to ETHEL, LI PING, PUAY LING, SHIN PUAY AND CHEERYL !! For coming to support me!! They came despite being so busy!!! Thank you gurrls!!!

And bloody Ethan, wanted us to talk in Portugese! Exactly what I feared! At least I already insist the host picked Japanese and French~ :D

The show was totally sexual humour seh! It dominate the whole theme! And of course, I had my fun!

The audience wanted a brothel scene..And I being high, decided to be the prostitute with unbalanced boobs! XDDD Imagine, one side bigger than the other?? ZOMG..

I swore I would have kissed everyone who came man! They laughed with me and such a good sport!


What a success mann!!!

LOVE YALL! ESPECIALLY THE DRAMA PEOPLE!! <3333

Why is it so hard for us to reach our full potential?

I feel that way. I know I can do so much better. AND I always see people around me always fall short of their true power. I hate it.

The media should totally focus on the self-development instead of just focusing on who has won that, who has won this. It makes everyone so fixated on the success of something, instead of growing and getting stronger.

The journey never ends. Not until you are dead.

And that is why some people like me get stuck in a rut. Achieved something, and stopped there. I've already gained success what? So what more ?

See the point? If I had focus on the growing, I will keep on finding, keep on trying.

And even if you succeed, it doesn't mean you have the qualities of a champion. There is always something missing, somewhere.

Perfection is a journey, not a destination.

I do want results. But I want to get it. Understand the whole growing thing, so the whole process gets less painful as times goes by.

Worries make me so fed up. What's the point worrying? This emotion is useless. Yes, I know, it makes you see objectively, protect you from dangers. THATS WHAT YOU THINK. But does it really help you in getting into action?

It just saps your energy.

Worrying is just stupid. Should change all that energy into having a skill in considering all sides and using the excitement to put it in action.

Worrying is a vicious circle. You worry about something, you try everything to stop that something from happening, instead of working on the goal that you want --> to achieve better.


Bleah. I want to go eat.

I feel much better now!

PLEASE TAKE THE QUIZ, (scroll down) CAUSE I WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT UR PERSONALITY. and yes, its very accurate.

Cause I've forced myself to face why I really like him. Honestly, yes this might sound very harsh. I see him as the perfect other half of my monster self. He is like a mirror of my self. Seriously, thats why I am so attracted to him. Of course, he is cute, while I am not. But besides that part, he is like the other half of myself.

I guess I am in love with myself.

But then, maybe I just think I know him.

Lust. Intensity. Anger. Repression.

Anyway, I've finally realised why I withdraw away from the ones I really am attracted to. Because I can lose control of my own monster when I am with them. It will be easier if they like me back, then it feels safe to let out my other half come out.

Monster. Yes, that's how I see myself. A beautiful dominant monster that is. Like a vampire.

I did a test of my personality. Again, they told me I am someone very intense and always in a love state. True man.



Click here for my personality page (which is deadly accurate)

ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.

Not feeling too good right now.

Tried to cheer myself up. Managed though, superficially. But the relapse are getting less painful now. And ends much shorter, though it keeps starting.

I am trying. I am trying to get over it. I really am.

The problem is I am still hoping. And I can't let go.

Its like an addiction, a nice warm addiction. Like for coffee or something. When it goes, or when it is with me, its bad and bad.

Sometimes I ask myself, is something not quite right with me? I am insecure again. Dang.

Just want someone fun, a lot of chemistry, understanding, share some common interest and supportive of me. That is all. I didn't know it was so hard to ask.

I think I just fall for the wrong one, at the wrong lane. And wow, does the bruise hurt.



Tightened braces today. Hurts on my left side. Try to hit me and I'll kick your ass. Imagine, chewing on one side, when both sides hurt, just the other is less intense.

Dvde a bit on the hold. 3DF too. Can't focus. Indulgence in pain is such a bitch in the ass.



I think I need some rest. Love you people. <3

DavidArchuleta /Crush

My favourite song right now! This song makes me feel warm inside, not all hot like I always feel , if you know what I mean. It makes me feel that I can still feel love, despite being so afraid to feel that intense pain when the loved one goes away.

His voice is soft, gentle and caressing... And explodes into a passionate chorus and cry for mutual interest. It makes me believe again in the soft, sensitive soul inside a man.

And I can feel that intense hope that he harbours for her. If I were her, I would keep him straightaway. :D

Too much reality sometimes holds me down.

I am easily distracted especially when my emotions run high. Some people could literally feel the air around me start to feel very warm when I feel anger, or saw someone I really like. I didn't even realise it was that bad!

I tell you, if my mother taught me to sing, I would be the most active singer. I would keep singing till the end of my life. The proof? Even when she totally detest my dream, I still keep singing and singing.. for years. And years to come. Even when she says I won't ever make it, my heart says ' Yes you can. '

When my heart believes in me, there's nothing that can stop me. Unless death comes.

Sometimes, I wonder what I want in life. I tend to deviate to social things. I guess, I am a social butterfly. But I do need time to be alone, to just relax and stop thinking. And feel how beautiful the world really is.

I always see people in the MRT, in class, and etc are so caught up with other things in life. Ever look out of the window, and see how the sky spreads out? How the sun's orange melts into the clouds, and how the clouds float, swirl around the birds ? How the light rays glitter off everything that caught its light? And how sweet the air smells when you stepped outside, the birds singing and the leaf swaying gently while a dew drips to the ground?

How people could actually think Singapore is boring... They are truly missing something.

I want to fight for the people I love. I tend to even if I don't want to. And I want to hug people now and hold hands. All thanks to Ethel and drama ! Haha! I am getting used to it, no worries!

Despite having so much assignments to handle, I want to play intensely! I want to reach out to someone I love and be closer than possible. I want to bright up someone's day! I can't help it, I always unconsciously strive to put a smile on people's face.

I just love it when people smile just because I am there. It makes it all worthwhile to live.

I hope I can get a guitar. Or play the piano. This feelings can't stop pouring.

LOL. <3

And just a few days back, a handsome guy hugged me! FIRST time ever! Lol, a hug virgin.
I still remember how it feels!

*goes dreamy-eyed*

Feel better now.

I guess I had a relapse. :P I sound like I am sick or something.

Anyway, today was ALRIGHT! Really quite unique, since there's no webp. And, I've got to go round and round the bazaar looking at the stuffs there before going into class. I was like so carefree!

Went into class, and everyone was like super shocked. HAHA! Fun seh to do that. Like I am some showstopper or something. All that energy pouring into me, I can suck them all! Everyone was super quiet ! And some of their mouth were either open, or they can't move their eyes away from me!

I felt SOOOO GOOOD.

Okay, that sounds wrong.. but still..

Talking about energy, DRAMA gems taught me about energy. Anyone, even those super exhaused ones would give energy to those around them. If you are sad, you will affect everyone around, just by being around them. If you are excited, love stricken or blah blah, everyone will feel it without knowing how. It's that simple! And energy can never run out, its always passing here and there!

Now I can go hyper without fearing anything!! WHEEE!

and one of my friend say i super h***y. if you know me 'well', you'll know what i mean..

I guess I am just super excited all the time,... HEEHEE!

Thank you to the top 7 of my life.

MYSELF & HOTMAIL! (not counted as help, if u know what i mean)

Xiang Ting!
Cheeryl!
Ethel!
Jia Jun!
Sebastian!
Cheong Ghim!



These people I've mentioned helped me the most, according to rank. Yes, according to rank. Thank you guys! LOVE YOU LOADS!

I hope I have made their days much brighter every day!

They are my crazy peeps!

Through them, I've learned a lot about dexterity, priority and emotional intelligence. And that you can still have fun while learning.

I've progressed to someone who easily cries to someone who looks at problem as a challenge. I thank God I actually chose this course even when I felt afraid my mom would kill me.

She did. But in the end, I still won.

I finally understand what 'believe in my power' really means.

My DVDE finally got approved. I was so worried of having the 'repeated-ideas' syndrome that is very common nowadays. And I was aiming for something easy, like just one picture, I don't want to put in too much effort when it could be easier on me.

and My 3DF is getting better, texturizing is going to be pretty alright for me. Again, simplicity and power is key. I focus on the key furnitures, and found the perfect scene for me. Love it!

My past failures boost my productivity by thousands. I don't like to be too ambitious, too critical and all that I was. Threw that away, embrace my higher self.


I read about how people feel uneasy about how easy a win for Obama is. And how he charmed so many people so easily, making them believe before he could even prove it. And I begin to feel that feeling there too, the uneasyness. Days before I read any of it. It creeps up to me. I hope all of this is wrong.

Note:
OC have to be done. *PROPS section have to be rushed.
Read Breaking Dawn until finished.
Treat friends.
Revise Maths and do assignment.
Finish up CD assignment (SPS w/s)
Finish WEBP tutorial 3.
Continue DVDE and 3DF.
Improve on my IMPROV skills.


Wow, pretty fun list eh?

And gosh, I just wanna dye my hair dark fiery red or dark purple. DANG.

Fire fire, I'm on fire!
Don't.
Let me burn!
I am on a ride!

*Intellectual Siti *

This is not the emotional Aisyah. Logic part of her brain is speaking for now, if you want to go to Emotional Aisyah, just scroll down until you see a break line/hr... and read from there.

I am going to share with you the important things I have learned today. Yes, it is more on self-development. And no, its not related to my course, DDM, even though I am more focused now on my work. Certainly paid off!

Delayed gratification = Intelligence.

It has been surveyed and researched that those who are able to have to restrain the most, has the highest intelligence. You know why? Because their logical part of the brain is able to 'defeat' the emotional part of the brain, to choose an option that is obviously the better one. Humans tend to be overshadowed by the emotional side of their brain. I am not saying that the emotional part will be the doom of you. It will signal to you the areas in your life that you would have the highest motivation, and its up to you to use the logical side of your brain to make the best decision. Seriously, don't waste your brain.

So all my life, I have been stupid. At least, I know now. Shall restrain more and make better choices for better rewards!

And IT IS YOUR FAULT that you feel bad!

Yes! This must be shocking to most of us. It is your fault if that teacher ruined your day. It is your fault that the boss annoyed you today. It is your fault that the traffic jam made you so angry and frustrated. All is your fault when it comes to emotions. And the same goes to your homework! :P

No one can control your feelings. No one can. I could try and influence you with a whole chunk of passionate erotic stories, but it is up to you to feel aroused, offended and etc. You must take responsibility of what you feel. Change the way you see things.

1. Accept the fact that you are hurting yourself. No one else did.
2. Choose what kind of emotions you want to feel. Really, its that simple!

You realize how happy you are for not being as inconsiderate as your boss is. You feel good about your partner leaving you because it proves you that it wasn’t meant to be. You feel calm when you realize that you can’t control traffic. You understand that it’s your own level of self-esteem that defines how other people’s words affect you. You feel humbled about getting cancer because it teaches you to appreciate life and gives you the greatest challenge you’ve ever faced.

-http://www.theprobabilist.com/its-your-fault-that-you-feel-bad/

Take the time to digest this information.


See you later people!

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*Emotional Aisyah*

OBAMAMA WON! I still cannot get over that man! Imagine, the first black president ever!

Screw those people who want to assasinate him. Seriously, what the fuck? Retarded people. This man can bring a better life to you, and all you can think of is his blood. Sickos. You know, I want to eliminate all the stupid people in the world? By education or by self awakening! The hardships they bring... is unforgivable!

I am trying to do my HTML right now. Dvde overload. I've got some ideas but I just don't dare to explain my concept. I must believe more in myself.. (sighs.)

And I am really loving 3DF.. It really is so... AWESOME! I know how to do it, and I can't wait to see how it looks like when its done and everything! I feel like a director creating my own movie set and animation! *hyperventilates*

Everyone else has five and etc.. GAHH! Please please god, give me some ideas, hope... BMBTY!

And CLASS PEOPLE! When can I treat you? Maybe should team up with CG and Daren to treat you guys for the coming class outing!

So many class outing hor.. But nah, we won't go bankrupt.. So much moneyy... *wink wink*

:DDD

Finally ! Finally the long awaited win! BARACK OBAMA!!!

Finally,the suffering , the injustice will end. I can see it in my mind, the peace dawning onto the world, the hope, strength, faith and love restored.

I actually saw the day that 90 percent of everyone in the whole world cry and laugh with joy! Wow, one of my biggest dream come true! When has that happen in the last century? No wonder today feels so cooling. And yes, the hope and joy energy is still travelling in the air. Its trembling into my body!

LETS ALL PARTY! Singapore, have one public holiday tomorow! Why not have world public holiday tomorrow?! Just party together and celebrate that change has arrived!!!

Omygosh, I feel like kissing someone now. And no, its not Obama, even though I don't mind! :D

Yes, it may take long. It may take years. But I believe in you, dear Mr Obama. Your win has proved the 'impossible' to be achievable with such great victory. The final awakening and I would like to say to the world...

'Change has come. & Our time is now! And forever! God bless you loves.'

Love to all, <3.

and man, that song by Katy Pery (i kissed a girl) keeps repeating in my mind.. DAMN!

My life is perfect just as it is right now. I have the bestest friends, and I am pretty much enjoying life. Theatre, Acting, goofing away all the time, singing and still doing well academically.

But I want more.

So it is, the desire of a woman. Satisfaction levels are never permanent.

Obama, please win. God, humankind, every living animal, lets all pray for Obama! Its just 1 more hour left, wait.. 30 MINUTES! FREAK!

Omgosh. Obama would change the world people!

I am just going to avoid the lines on the floors just for luck! :P And my hotmail is flooded with tons of email saying I won some lottery! YEAH YEAH! Heck it, scammers!

FUCK YOU!

Do you know me? Can you guess what is my worst regret, what are 3 of my worst fears? And do you think I believe in soulmates and why? And etc.

I betcha, you don't know that. <3


randomness is sexy ya know...

Just found a website about The Ladder Theory. If you know this, good for you. Especially if you are a girl. If you don't, go and do your research.

I laughed so hard reading it! Imagine, only having one ladder, while I have two ladders! I definitely have more freedom, in a way. If the theory is true or not, I think its true.

You can prove to me otherwise, if you are a guy. And not gay.

Go read about the theory and tell me what you think.


Once again, ROTFLMFAO !

Offically no more work!


Wow, what a short post. :P