Sad post for now.

Confused over how should I be attractive. Everyone arounds me, tries so hard to get that perfect look for something called "Confidence."

When I catch myself reading 60 articles of self-help stuff, I start to laugh. Oh ,why can we just play at that playground again?

I get so much more mixed messages from people who tries to help. I just want to believe I look & feel good, and that I can proceed on accomplishing dreams.

Then, there are people who pretend they feel good. Pretending till you make it might just be the answer for me.

Everyone's so crazy about personality, looks, finding the right one. Even the ones who do look good wants to look better.

Physical physical physical.

I feel so emotionally neglected. Should I dare to express my need for someone else? Defenses of my heart will start building up and I will stand in a white room, cold and dead.

I just want to cuddle up with someone I could trust and love. Cause after a while, I start believing no one wants me.

Haha! I guess I am stuck with the past. It's okay lah, I will smile tomorrow~ It's going to be the future soon, so I am going to keep on singing my heart away.

Sad post for now.

Confused over how should I be attractive. Everyone arounds me, tries so hard to get that perfect look for something called "Confidence."

When I catch myself reading 60 articles of self-help stuff, I start to laugh. Oh ,why can we just play at that playground again?

I get so much more mixed messages from people who tries to help. I just want to believe I look & feel good, and that I can proceed on accomplishing dreams.

Then, there are people who pretend they feel good. Pretending till you make it might just be the answer for me.

Everyone's so crazy about personality, looks, finding the right one. Even the ones who do look good wants to look better.

Physical physical physical.

I feel so emotionally neglected. Should I dare to express my need for someone else? Defenses of my heart will start building up and I will stand in a white room, cold and dead.

I just want to cuddle up with someone I could trust and love. Cause after a while, I start believing no one wants me.

Haha! I guess I am stuck with the past. It's okay lah, I will smile tomorrow~ It's going to be the future soon, so I am going to keep on singing my heart away.