I cried when I got back home. The amount of attention my friends gave to me today was overwhelming. I was actually prepared if they like you know, forgot it somehow...I did that to people. & People tend to forget me easily in the past. And I got so used to that.

And they didn't. They didn't at all. Omygosh. The presents were wonderful, but the thought that they tried to give it the way I like it, touched me. The singing of happy birthday during dvde, made me the most happiest of all. =)) The second happiest when every one of you came up to me to say happy birthday in your own style.. SOMEONE made me deaf.. And the OTHER made me almost CHOKE n DIE. KNN... Puay Ling, Li Ping, Shin Puay, Wanjun are super sweet! Cheeryl... is that an insanity charm? Heehee! Xiang Ting and Ethel do it the classiest way! :D:D:D you know what, you all became more chio in my eyes now. XDDDD For the guys...*AHEM*

To all of you, I am so sorry that I didn't celebrate your birthday like you did to me! I wasn't used to remembering people's birthday. When you guys showed me how happy it feels to be remembered, I shall do that to you & others.

Even when we eventually be physically separated, I shall remember each and every one of your birthday dates. But you know, can give me a hint of what you guys like?? Like in your blog or something? So I can save and belanja you people! I know I said to belanja.. And I haven't belanja you all.. I SUCK! XD


Thank you everyone. Thank you so much. I didn't know being so happy can be so sad. Haha!!!




Thank you God, for giving me such beautiful friends.

R.I.P. George Carlin. One of the few special gems that passed away this 2008. Let's commemorate his genius. :) I love you George.

WATCH THIS VIDEO! It's a must! I have never known that someone could convince me that global warming is bullshit! Wanna know more? Watch the video and understand why humans are just arrogant enough to think themselves as a threat when the planet has suffered much more worse things than humans.

No worries. He is the greatest comedian I've ever seen. Watch and have a laugh!



Be enlightened. :D

I was cleaning my laptop from all the old files that are bothering me. It is annoying to see all those icons on my desktop, drives and etc. And there, I found those remnants. Remnants of my old self in little text of diaries.

I was spooked by what I read. I cannot believe I actually wrote these little diary post. It was like having a sneak peek into the secret diary of a girl on the edge of ... disaster. Is that the word? Cause I don't want to use the real word. It was like reading something so awful.

Warning: Might be graphic.

Imagine, while you are cleaning your house, you accidentally found a corpse of your own body lying so mangled, staring at you, but not breathing of course. Your mouth hanging open, as though in a silent scream. Flies buzzing around. One of 'your' hand is twisted but reaching out towards you. 'Your' body having so many deep scars, and some parts of the body were even torn off. Imagine that. Green, decaying body of your own looking at you, hidden in your own house.

Graphic or somewhat gory section over.

That's how I felt when I read those post I had. I cannot believe I was made to feel ashame of liking someone. Ashame that I have desires just like any one else. Ashame of my looks, of my talents, ashame of so many things. Ashamed at my own opinions. Now, I don't even give a shit what you think about me! You want to call me a slut, a fucking bitch, I don't care. Of course if I find you annoying, I might just give you a slap. What matters is my confidence in myself, and constructive advice. I am still insecure somewhat, but ain't that bad like it was before.

I can't believe I let people walk all over me. All those wasted time crying over people that fucked me up. Why did I even bother? Stupid.

Now I sit here wondering, how many people out there right now, doing the same thing I did in the past? Feeling as dead as I had, so heartbroken and disappointed with empty promises. What if I can be there to help them?

Cause these kind of things is bullshit. Part of my life wasted.

Nvm. Hello world, beware. Siti Aisyah's transformed.

Nice song, but of a wrong connotation~ Hey, harmless fun eh! Enjoy the music video, and please think FUNNY! Not think ' INAPPROPRIATE'!

Chill peeps~

I realise one of the most fatal mistakes i have done, ALL MY LIFE.

I have been waiting for something to happen, someone to rescue me. It's like I am in this dreamworld where everything would just click into place in the future. When I look at people around me, I realize what's going on. People say Grow up.. But I could see many are still living in fairytales when they were little kids, that everything will be perfect eventually.

But, that is if they DO something about it! If they dare to embrace their potential, to try, to feel failure and realize that a lot of work needs to be done!

Omgosh, I have been waiting for everything! Waiting for the perfect man, waiting for the perfect time to do something, waiting for the perfect holiday events, WAITING IF I FEEL BETTER TO DO MY WORK, waiting for the perfect ... It can continue on !

And I shall never aim for perfection, but optimization. Perfection is failure. I can only be successful if I just improve bit by bit.

Why am I so blind?!

If I am going to marry, this person below will be my husband. :)

So gorgeous. I feel better every time I see this picture of him. May all the best in life goes to him and his family and loved ones!

At least, his looks won't break my heart. <3

Did you watch the news where George Bush ALMOST got hit by the shoe thrown by an Iraqi reporter?

UNUSUAL FACT!

Twin Brother In His Stomach

From ( http://www.interestingfacts.org/?page=fact&id=449 ) Click link for more info.

Any copyright matter was never intended.

Sanju Bhagat's stomach grew bigger and bigger. He was rushed to hospital. A doctor finds that Sanju have a twin brother who is living inside of him like a parasite. This phenomenon is extremely rare because parasite twin brother survives by leaching on its brother's blood supply. This condition is called fetus in fetu, where a fetus gets trapped inside of its twin.

I was shocked to find out this information today.

"To learn is to eliminate," says neurobiologist Jean-Pierre Changeux. From the embryonic stage itself, there is a furious amount of editing at work to fine-tune our brain content. It startled scientists to discover that our growing up and learning process is not of adding new material so much as editing existing ones. Nerve cells in the brain die without being replaced in our infancy (or in degenerative brain disease as adults), although they appear to remain fairly stable later through a lifetime of healthy individuals. The fact remains that the brain is the only organ that does not grow new cells to replace those that are lost.

Imagine, as you age, your brain never grow new cells to replace the ones that died. No wonder, when we age, we can lose memory, lose this lose that.

Oh god, help us.


Kisses to you.

BAFTA winner Jo Jo in the Stars is a story of love, self-sacrifice, and jealousy played out against a black and white world that is both nightmarish and hauntingly beautiful. This film plays out the heart-wrenching tale of two unlikely lovers: Jo Jo, a silver-plated trapeze artist, and the nameless hero who worships her.





The classic Christmas short film noir with inevitable twists and turns. Mylene and Werner are going to make their flat up for Christmas. Then Sam comes with a bottle of Veuve Cliquot. Sam tells Werner that he knows Werner has stolen money at work. Werner murders Sam. Soon afterwards, Sam is alive again and it looks as if somebody else would have to die. Who's fooling who? Winner of the Grand Prix at Clermont-Ferrand International Short Film Festival.

If you knew someone suicidal, what would you do? Would you just ignore him/her, or would you blow him/her excuses, saying the problems aren't that bad?


What would you do?

Just a thought. Been reading about psychology lately. Haiz, I want to read something that can pique my curiosity again..

Now I understand what they meant by feeling like you were never broken in the first place. The true me has and is always been there, loving and whole. It was my ego that was hurting.

I wonder if my life would be so much better if I have no ego ( still smart enough to defend myself if need be) , but love for myself and for everyone, connected to all that is life, and changing things that are not so nice into powerful lessons.

I keep hearing people say, "We are all one. The illusion that we are separate and different is just another illusion, another lie". I can't feel it fully now, but a bit of the feeling of oneness with the world is getting to me. It is really peaceful, here in my own world. It was so chaotic with so much chattering, so much worry.

I didn't know heaven could be in one's own mind. Maybe this is what heaven feels like. Peaceful, soothing, and giving me strength. It's like.. being somewhere warm, with a lot of breeze, and I feel very floaty~

This month, I don't feel like going out. I feel like honing my skills. Such as dancing, and strengthening my body. I would like to learn how to save money well, so I can buy that singing lesson I've been craving since I was like, what? , 8?

Good luck Aisyah. Love you so much. <3

JEEBO!! Ahhh, what a lovely day. I just found out why I am so depressed lately. It was a stupid thing that I held on to. No, not bgr, or anything silly. Its about my view on how I can get love. SUPER STUPID. Still in shock that I just found out about it today, when all the evidence and all the clues were staring at my face. Blinded, so blinded.

GAHH!!

Okay, better now. Much better...

And, I logged into friendster, and the messages I got was people saying I am on some pornsite or whatever. LOL. So, I checked out the link, out of boredom, and it says the website is some hacking website. My computer didnt even dared to download the website. ISH! Whatever it is, I don't give a damn. Curiosity isnt worth the trouble this is going to get. Afterall, if people get turned on by what they see, thats their problem. What I know, is I am happy where I am, and these people who wanna bug me with stupid messages, can go fuck off. Yes, fuck off.

How blunt can i be? :)


Bolt movie sounds interesting! And I am trying oh so hard not to watch twilight online. And MY 'FRIENDS' keep spoiling it for me!! I signed out of msn. Haha! Who cares.

Miss Twilight series, now that I've read them all. Shall reread them again, maybe another book will be written. Stephenie Meyer, wherever you are, whether you read this or not, get this telepathically... WRITE ANOTHER ONE! You ended it with the hint that the Volturi will be back, so you better get that done, so the Volturi can be wiped out forever!

Suddenly, a complaint letter seems so interesting.

Bleah, I go eat Tom Yam and watch movie. OOh, transformers on tv! :P

I GREW UP ALREADY! Wow, thats bizarre for someone like me.. Hehe!

Dear Tech Support,

Recently I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed that the new program began making unexpected changes to the accounting software, severely limiting access to wardrobe, flower and jewelry applications that operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. No mention of this phenomenon was included in the product brochure.

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalls many other valuable programs such as DinnerDancing 7.5, CruiseShip 2.3, and overnight 6.1 and installs new, undesirable programs such as PokerNight 1.3, SaturdayFootball 5.0, Golf 2.4 and ClutterEverywhere 4.5.
Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and invariably crashes the system.
Under no circumstances will it run DiaperChanging 14.1 or house-cleaning 2.6. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix Husband 1.0, but this all purpose utility is of only limited effectiveness.
Can you help, please!!

Sincerely,
XXX

Dear XXX,

This is a very common problem women complain about, but it is mostly due to a primary misconception. Many people upgrade from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 with no idea that Boyfriend 5.0 is merely an ENTERTAINMENT package.
However, Husband 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and was designed by its creator to run as few applications as possible.

Further, you cannot purge Husband 1.0 and return to Boyfriend 5.0, because Husband 1.0 is not designed to do this. Hidden operating files within your system would cause Boyfriend 5.0 to emulate Husband 1.0, so nothing is gained.

It is impossible to uninstall, delete, or purge the program files from the system, once installed. Any new program files can only be installed once per year, as Husband 1.0 has severely limited memory.

Error messages are common, and a normal part of Husband 1.0. In desperation to play some of their "old time" favorite applications, or to get new applications to work, some women have tried to install Boyfriend 6.0, or Husband 2.0.
However, these women end up with more problems than encountered with Husband 1.0.

Look in your manual under "Warnings: Divorce/Child Support." You will notice that this program runs very poorly, and comes bundled with HeartBreak 1.3.

I recommend you keep Husband 1.0, and just learn the quirks of this strange and illogical system.

Having Husband 1.0 installed myself, I might also suggest you read the entire section regarding General Partnership Faults (GPF's). This is a wonderful feature of Husband 1.0, secretly installed by the parent company as an integral part of the operating system.

Husband 1.0 must assume ALL responsibility for ALL faults and problems, regardless of root cause. To activate this great feature, enter the command "C: I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME".
Sometimes Tears 6.2 must be run simultaneously while entering the command.
Husband 1.0 should then run the applications Apologize 12.3 and Flowers/Chocolates 7.8.

TECH TIP! Avoid excessive use of this feature. Overuse can create additional and more serious GPF's, and ultimately YOU may have to give a C: I APOLOGIZE command before the system will return to normal operations.

Overuse can also cause Husband 1.0 to default to GrumpySilence 2.5, or worse yet, to Beer 6.0.
Beer 6.0 is a very bad program that causes Husband 1.0 to create fatally files and Snoring Loudly wave files that are very hard to delete. Save yourself some trouble by following this tech tip!

Just remember! The system will run smoothly, and take the blame for all GPF's, but because of this fine feature it can only intermittently run all the applications Boyfriend 5.0 ran.
Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.

Consider buying additional software to improve performance. I personally recommend hotfoot 3.0, Lingerie 5.3 and Patience 10.1. Used in conjunction, these utilities can really help keep Husband 1.0 running smoothly.

After several years of use, Husband 1.0 will become familiar and you will find many valuable embedded features such as FixBrokenThings 2.1, Snuggling 4.2 and BestFriend 7.6.

A final word of caution! DO NOT, under any circumstances, install MotherInLaw 1.0. This is not a supported application and will cause selective shutdown of the operating system. Husband 1.0 will run only Fishing 9.4 and Hunting 5.2 until MotherInLaw 1.0 is uninstalled.

I hope these notes have helped. Thank you for choosing to install Husband
1.0 and we here at Tech Support wish you the best of luck in the coming years. We trust you will learn to fully enjoy this product!

Tech Support
Customer Relations Representative

Watched Vampire Hunter D : Bloodlust. To my surprise, I was entertained and hooked. Anime don't do that to me, and for this film to capture my attention, it must be something. I am very fond of the Vampire Myer/Meier. Even though Dunpeal/Dhampir had my utmost respect, my heart goes out for the vampire Myer/Meier.

Vampire Myer is the one caressing the neck of the lady in front of the mirror in the video at the side of this blog. Hunter D is the one with the hat.

Such gentleness coming from a powerful vampire. I cannot lie, I was wishing for a lover like him.

:D

So now I love Inuyasha and Vampire Hunter D (the latter is my no1 now)

Today is perfect. I rested well yesterday, visualizing with utmost vividness that I had my SP admin card in hand. I couldn't find it and was getting worried that I had to make another one. I read something about visualization. I dwelled in the feeling that I already had it in my hand, that I could literally feel its edges on my fingers and fall asleep. Today, I found it, just like that.

<3

I was craving for something to watch and found Vampire Hunter D anime. Watched first part, and I could not stop. Outside, it started to rain, the light fading slowly, the wind blowing gently into my face ... making me cozy. After watching it, (some part of the film teared me up) , I researched about Vampires. Vampires being my favourite subject. Found little new things than I had back years ago. All the common Psy-vampires, Spiritual Vampires and etc.

Albeit it, I had fun!

Maybe I can meet a strong, controlled Psy-vampire one day. or even a skilled black-ops hypnotist. I can learn much about energies of the world or even controlling people's perception. For now, I shall go and research about Aura(s).

reading this kind of stuff is my addiction. :)

I cried when I got back home. The amount of attention my friends gave to me today was overwhelming. I was actually prepared if they like you know, forgot it somehow...I did that to people. & People tend to forget me easily in the past. And I got so used to that.

And they didn't. They didn't at all. Omygosh. The presents were wonderful, but the thought that they tried to give it the way I like it, touched me. The singing of happy birthday during dvde, made me the most happiest of all. =)) The second happiest when every one of you came up to me to say happy birthday in your own style.. SOMEONE made me deaf.. And the OTHER made me almost CHOKE n DIE. KNN... Puay Ling, Li Ping, Shin Puay, Wanjun are super sweet! Cheeryl... is that an insanity charm? Heehee! Xiang Ting and Ethel do it the classiest way! :D:D:D you know what, you all became more chio in my eyes now. XDDDD For the guys...*AHEM*

To all of you, I am so sorry that I didn't celebrate your birthday like you did to me! I wasn't used to remembering people's birthday. When you guys showed me how happy it feels to be remembered, I shall do that to you & others.

Even when we eventually be physically separated, I shall remember each and every one of your birthday dates. But you know, can give me a hint of what you guys like?? Like in your blog or something? So I can save and belanja you people! I know I said to belanja.. And I haven't belanja you all.. I SUCK! XD


Thank you everyone. Thank you so much. I didn't know being so happy can be so sad. Haha!!!




Thank you God, for giving me such beautiful friends.

R.I.P. George Carlin. One of the few special gems that passed away this 2008. Let's commemorate his genius. :) I love you George.

WATCH THIS VIDEO! It's a must! I have never known that someone could convince me that global warming is bullshit! Wanna know more? Watch the video and understand why humans are just arrogant enough to think themselves as a threat when the planet has suffered much more worse things than humans.

No worries. He is the greatest comedian I've ever seen. Watch and have a laugh!



Be enlightened. :D

I was cleaning my laptop from all the old files that are bothering me. It is annoying to see all those icons on my desktop, drives and etc. And there, I found those remnants. Remnants of my old self in little text of diaries.

I was spooked by what I read. I cannot believe I actually wrote these little diary post. It was like having a sneak peek into the secret diary of a girl on the edge of ... disaster. Is that the word? Cause I don't want to use the real word. It was like reading something so awful.

Warning: Might be graphic.

Imagine, while you are cleaning your house, you accidentally found a corpse of your own body lying so mangled, staring at you, but not breathing of course. Your mouth hanging open, as though in a silent scream. Flies buzzing around. One of 'your' hand is twisted but reaching out towards you. 'Your' body having so many deep scars, and some parts of the body were even torn off. Imagine that. Green, decaying body of your own looking at you, hidden in your own house.

Graphic or somewhat gory section over.

That's how I felt when I read those post I had. I cannot believe I was made to feel ashame of liking someone. Ashame that I have desires just like any one else. Ashame of my looks, of my talents, ashame of so many things. Ashamed at my own opinions. Now, I don't even give a shit what you think about me! You want to call me a slut, a fucking bitch, I don't care. Of course if I find you annoying, I might just give you a slap. What matters is my confidence in myself, and constructive advice. I am still insecure somewhat, but ain't that bad like it was before.

I can't believe I let people walk all over me. All those wasted time crying over people that fucked me up. Why did I even bother? Stupid.

Now I sit here wondering, how many people out there right now, doing the same thing I did in the past? Feeling as dead as I had, so heartbroken and disappointed with empty promises. What if I can be there to help them?

Cause these kind of things is bullshit. Part of my life wasted.

Nvm. Hello world, beware. Siti Aisyah's transformed.

Nice song, but of a wrong connotation~ Hey, harmless fun eh! Enjoy the music video, and please think FUNNY! Not think ' INAPPROPRIATE'!

Chill peeps~

I realise one of the most fatal mistakes i have done, ALL MY LIFE.

I have been waiting for something to happen, someone to rescue me. It's like I am in this dreamworld where everything would just click into place in the future. When I look at people around me, I realize what's going on. People say Grow up.. But I could see many are still living in fairytales when they were little kids, that everything will be perfect eventually.

But, that is if they DO something about it! If they dare to embrace their potential, to try, to feel failure and realize that a lot of work needs to be done!

Omgosh, I have been waiting for everything! Waiting for the perfect man, waiting for the perfect time to do something, waiting for the perfect holiday events, WAITING IF I FEEL BETTER TO DO MY WORK, waiting for the perfect ... It can continue on !

And I shall never aim for perfection, but optimization. Perfection is failure. I can only be successful if I just improve bit by bit.

Why am I so blind?!

If I am going to marry, this person below will be my husband. :)

So gorgeous. I feel better every time I see this picture of him. May all the best in life goes to him and his family and loved ones!

At least, his looks won't break my heart. <3

Did you watch the news where George Bush ALMOST got hit by the shoe thrown by an Iraqi reporter?

UNUSUAL FACT!

Twin Brother In His Stomach

From ( http://www.interestingfacts.org/?page=fact&id=449 ) Click link for more info.

Any copyright matter was never intended.

Sanju Bhagat's stomach grew bigger and bigger. He was rushed to hospital. A doctor finds that Sanju have a twin brother who is living inside of him like a parasite. This phenomenon is extremely rare because parasite twin brother survives by leaching on its brother's blood supply. This condition is called fetus in fetu, where a fetus gets trapped inside of its twin.

I was shocked to find out this information today.

"To learn is to eliminate," says neurobiologist Jean-Pierre Changeux. From the embryonic stage itself, there is a furious amount of editing at work to fine-tune our brain content. It startled scientists to discover that our growing up and learning process is not of adding new material so much as editing existing ones. Nerve cells in the brain die without being replaced in our infancy (or in degenerative brain disease as adults), although they appear to remain fairly stable later through a lifetime of healthy individuals. The fact remains that the brain is the only organ that does not grow new cells to replace those that are lost.

Imagine, as you age, your brain never grow new cells to replace the ones that died. No wonder, when we age, we can lose memory, lose this lose that.

Oh god, help us.


Kisses to you.

BAFTA winner Jo Jo in the Stars is a story of love, self-sacrifice, and jealousy played out against a black and white world that is both nightmarish and hauntingly beautiful. This film plays out the heart-wrenching tale of two unlikely lovers: Jo Jo, a silver-plated trapeze artist, and the nameless hero who worships her.





The classic Christmas short film noir with inevitable twists and turns. Mylene and Werner are going to make their flat up for Christmas. Then Sam comes with a bottle of Veuve Cliquot. Sam tells Werner that he knows Werner has stolen money at work. Werner murders Sam. Soon afterwards, Sam is alive again and it looks as if somebody else would have to die. Who's fooling who? Winner of the Grand Prix at Clermont-Ferrand International Short Film Festival.

If you knew someone suicidal, what would you do? Would you just ignore him/her, or would you blow him/her excuses, saying the problems aren't that bad?


What would you do?

Just a thought. Been reading about psychology lately. Haiz, I want to read something that can pique my curiosity again..

Now I understand what they meant by feeling like you were never broken in the first place. The true me has and is always been there, loving and whole. It was my ego that was hurting.

I wonder if my life would be so much better if I have no ego ( still smart enough to defend myself if need be) , but love for myself and for everyone, connected to all that is life, and changing things that are not so nice into powerful lessons.

I keep hearing people say, "We are all one. The illusion that we are separate and different is just another illusion, another lie". I can't feel it fully now, but a bit of the feeling of oneness with the world is getting to me. It is really peaceful, here in my own world. It was so chaotic with so much chattering, so much worry.

I didn't know heaven could be in one's own mind. Maybe this is what heaven feels like. Peaceful, soothing, and giving me strength. It's like.. being somewhere warm, with a lot of breeze, and I feel very floaty~

This month, I don't feel like going out. I feel like honing my skills. Such as dancing, and strengthening my body. I would like to learn how to save money well, so I can buy that singing lesson I've been craving since I was like, what? , 8?

Good luck Aisyah. Love you so much. <3

JEEBO!! Ahhh, what a lovely day. I just found out why I am so depressed lately. It was a stupid thing that I held on to. No, not bgr, or anything silly. Its about my view on how I can get love. SUPER STUPID. Still in shock that I just found out about it today, when all the evidence and all the clues were staring at my face. Blinded, so blinded.

GAHH!!

Okay, better now. Much better...

And, I logged into friendster, and the messages I got was people saying I am on some pornsite or whatever. LOL. So, I checked out the link, out of boredom, and it says the website is some hacking website. My computer didnt even dared to download the website. ISH! Whatever it is, I don't give a damn. Curiosity isnt worth the trouble this is going to get. Afterall, if people get turned on by what they see, thats their problem. What I know, is I am happy where I am, and these people who wanna bug me with stupid messages, can go fuck off. Yes, fuck off.

How blunt can i be? :)


Bolt movie sounds interesting! And I am trying oh so hard not to watch twilight online. And MY 'FRIENDS' keep spoiling it for me!! I signed out of msn. Haha! Who cares.

Miss Twilight series, now that I've read them all. Shall reread them again, maybe another book will be written. Stephenie Meyer, wherever you are, whether you read this or not, get this telepathically... WRITE ANOTHER ONE! You ended it with the hint that the Volturi will be back, so you better get that done, so the Volturi can be wiped out forever!

Suddenly, a complaint letter seems so interesting.

Bleah, I go eat Tom Yam and watch movie. OOh, transformers on tv! :P

I GREW UP ALREADY! Wow, thats bizarre for someone like me.. Hehe!

Dear Tech Support,

Recently I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed that the new program began making unexpected changes to the accounting software, severely limiting access to wardrobe, flower and jewelry applications that operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. No mention of this phenomenon was included in the product brochure.

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalls many other valuable programs such as DinnerDancing 7.5, CruiseShip 2.3, and overnight 6.1 and installs new, undesirable programs such as PokerNight 1.3, SaturdayFootball 5.0, Golf 2.4 and ClutterEverywhere 4.5.
Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and invariably crashes the system.
Under no circumstances will it run DiaperChanging 14.1 or house-cleaning 2.6. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix Husband 1.0, but this all purpose utility is of only limited effectiveness.
Can you help, please!!

Sincerely,
XXX

Dear XXX,

This is a very common problem women complain about, but it is mostly due to a primary misconception. Many people upgrade from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 with no idea that Boyfriend 5.0 is merely an ENTERTAINMENT package.
However, Husband 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and was designed by its creator to run as few applications as possible.

Further, you cannot purge Husband 1.0 and return to Boyfriend 5.0, because Husband 1.0 is not designed to do this. Hidden operating files within your system would cause Boyfriend 5.0 to emulate Husband 1.0, so nothing is gained.

It is impossible to uninstall, delete, or purge the program files from the system, once installed. Any new program files can only be installed once per year, as Husband 1.0 has severely limited memory.

Error messages are common, and a normal part of Husband 1.0. In desperation to play some of their "old time" favorite applications, or to get new applications to work, some women have tried to install Boyfriend 6.0, or Husband 2.0.
However, these women end up with more problems than encountered with Husband 1.0.

Look in your manual under "Warnings: Divorce/Child Support." You will notice that this program runs very poorly, and comes bundled with HeartBreak 1.3.

I recommend you keep Husband 1.0, and just learn the quirks of this strange and illogical system.

Having Husband 1.0 installed myself, I might also suggest you read the entire section regarding General Partnership Faults (GPF's). This is a wonderful feature of Husband 1.0, secretly installed by the parent company as an integral part of the operating system.

Husband 1.0 must assume ALL responsibility for ALL faults and problems, regardless of root cause. To activate this great feature, enter the command "C: I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME".
Sometimes Tears 6.2 must be run simultaneously while entering the command.
Husband 1.0 should then run the applications Apologize 12.3 and Flowers/Chocolates 7.8.

TECH TIP! Avoid excessive use of this feature. Overuse can create additional and more serious GPF's, and ultimately YOU may have to give a C: I APOLOGIZE command before the system will return to normal operations.

Overuse can also cause Husband 1.0 to default to GrumpySilence 2.5, or worse yet, to Beer 6.0.
Beer 6.0 is a very bad program that causes Husband 1.0 to create fatally files and Snoring Loudly wave files that are very hard to delete. Save yourself some trouble by following this tech tip!

Just remember! The system will run smoothly, and take the blame for all GPF's, but because of this fine feature it can only intermittently run all the applications Boyfriend 5.0 ran.
Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.

Consider buying additional software to improve performance. I personally recommend hotfoot 3.0, Lingerie 5.3 and Patience 10.1. Used in conjunction, these utilities can really help keep Husband 1.0 running smoothly.

After several years of use, Husband 1.0 will become familiar and you will find many valuable embedded features such as FixBrokenThings 2.1, Snuggling 4.2 and BestFriend 7.6.

A final word of caution! DO NOT, under any circumstances, install MotherInLaw 1.0. This is not a supported application and will cause selective shutdown of the operating system. Husband 1.0 will run only Fishing 9.4 and Hunting 5.2 until MotherInLaw 1.0 is uninstalled.

I hope these notes have helped. Thank you for choosing to install Husband
1.0 and we here at Tech Support wish you the best of luck in the coming years. We trust you will learn to fully enjoy this product!

Tech Support
Customer Relations Representative

Watched Vampire Hunter D : Bloodlust. To my surprise, I was entertained and hooked. Anime don't do that to me, and for this film to capture my attention, it must be something. I am very fond of the Vampire Myer/Meier. Even though Dunpeal/Dhampir had my utmost respect, my heart goes out for the vampire Myer/Meier.

Vampire Myer is the one caressing the neck of the lady in front of the mirror in the video at the side of this blog. Hunter D is the one with the hat.

Such gentleness coming from a powerful vampire. I cannot lie, I was wishing for a lover like him.

:D

So now I love Inuyasha and Vampire Hunter D (the latter is my no1 now)

Today is perfect. I rested well yesterday, visualizing with utmost vividness that I had my SP admin card in hand. I couldn't find it and was getting worried that I had to make another one. I read something about visualization. I dwelled in the feeling that I already had it in my hand, that I could literally feel its edges on my fingers and fall asleep. Today, I found it, just like that.

<3

I was craving for something to watch and found Vampire Hunter D anime. Watched first part, and I could not stop. Outside, it started to rain, the light fading slowly, the wind blowing gently into my face ... making me cozy. After watching it, (some part of the film teared me up) , I researched about Vampires. Vampires being my favourite subject. Found little new things than I had back years ago. All the common Psy-vampires, Spiritual Vampires and etc.

Albeit it, I had fun!

Maybe I can meet a strong, controlled Psy-vampire one day. or even a skilled black-ops hypnotist. I can learn much about energies of the world or even controlling people's perception. For now, I shall go and research about Aura(s).

reading this kind of stuff is my addiction. :)