I don't like pretending. But I don't like to be genuine around others.

Oh well, let's just pretend then.

And I know they won't like what they see, not literally. And I don't like when they get too close to me. Especially when some of them are idiots.

I hate idiots. With a passion. If I were able to eliminate.. I would eliminate idiots out of this whole planet.

No, not those retarded ones. For them, I know it is not their choice.

Idiots. Scums of the earth. Those who laugh at every single joke, think they are Oh so cool, and those who think they are always right.. and etc. There's so many idiots, I would reach my death listing every single one of them.

I fucking hate them. I don't even know why.

I don't like being so vulnerable. Of course, you might think, isn't blogging about it making myself vulnerable? Exposing myself?

I like to expose this part of me. Expose the side that you would never like. It makes me feel free, somehow.

And the side that is loveable? I think.. nobody would ever see that. Maybe not in this lifetime.

What you see.. is the side of me that is likeable. The loveable side... I would rather be alone then show you that side of me.

I guessed I'm so used to pushing people away from me. Those who try to break down my walls, I truly respect them. Cause they'll never get past those barriers.

Well, maybe I shouldn't have said never. Maybe out there, someone can get past through those barriers. Until then, my real self? Bye bye~

Tragic, sad?

Well, I just feel numb. Nothing sad about it, from what I can feel.

I don't like pretending. But I don't like to be genuine around others.

Oh well, let's just pretend then.

And I know they won't like what they see, not literally. And I don't like when they get too close to me. Especially when some of them are idiots.

I hate idiots. With a passion. If I were able to eliminate.. I would eliminate idiots out of this whole planet.

No, not those retarded ones. For them, I know it is not their choice.

Idiots. Scums of the earth. Those who laugh at every single joke, think they are Oh so cool, and those who think they are always right.. and etc. There's so many idiots, I would reach my death listing every single one of them.

I fucking hate them. I don't even know why.

I don't like being so vulnerable. Of course, you might think, isn't blogging about it making myself vulnerable? Exposing myself?

I like to expose this part of me. Expose the side that you would never like. It makes me feel free, somehow.

And the side that is loveable? I think.. nobody would ever see that. Maybe not in this lifetime.

What you see.. is the side of me that is likeable. The loveable side... I would rather be alone then show you that side of me.

I guessed I'm so used to pushing people away from me. Those who try to break down my walls, I truly respect them. Cause they'll never get past those barriers.

Well, maybe I shouldn't have said never. Maybe out there, someone can get past through those barriers. Until then, my real self? Bye bye~

Tragic, sad?

Well, I just feel numb. Nothing sad about it, from what I can feel.