OMGosh. Today is the day of Chalet with my classmates and friends man! Imagine, I am already packed and just waiting for the time to pass by so I can go for the chalet! I can go swimming!! My mom is being extremely nice to me by letting me to go swim! Wow.. Thank you MOM! She help me pack my bag as well while I was in pain with my braces. So again, THANK YOU MOM!!!

I don't really like my braces colour. Blue.. Not SPARKLY blue. Oh god, I wish I could change it now. Never mind, I can change it to something like a rainbow maybe? XDDD That is insanity.

First day, I am gonna relax and just chill with them. Looking forward to second day, jump in the pool and get my insane hat on! Woot! And I want to watch Olympics encore, its really so cool. I can't watch it cause I will be at Wild Wild Wet. Oh well, doesn't matter~ Watch it before.. hehe! Don't know what I am gonna do on the last day.. maybe sneak in to other people's chalet and scare their hair off? :P

Hopefully, I post the pictures and videos I have of the chalet! Thank you to everyone involve in the planning(that includes me as well) , including my Mom, Dad and Bro for helping me!

I swear sometimes I just can't help but think I am the luckiest person in the world.

Voltaire's quote:

Anything too stupid to be said is sung.

Nowadays, I am pretty obsessed with quotes. To me, its like the wisdom that is frozen in time and easily accesed through the internet. Some of the sayings might be dumb like..

"People would soon get bored watching a box for hours" (This is regarding television)

DUMB.

Sometimes songs can be pretty stupid like.."My hump, my hump.. Oh oh oh." Imagine a woman saying this to a man, conversational wise. I would have a hysteria. Then again, the most beautiful things are said using songs as well. No , not the cliche 'Roses are red.. blah blah' and etc.. but those that really condense what people feel into words. Poetic stuff, and no not emo kind. Those can be really pretty to listen to.

Anyway, most of the songs nowadays have good beats but stupid lyrics. Those bimbotic kind.. like "I got it from my Mama." and it goes on and on like a spoilt radio. Right. Like I didn't know where you got it. I feel like saying.."What makes you think you don't get it from your papa?"

Bleah.

Enough with the stupidity and dumbness of the world.

Did you guys read the news? About the Anwar politician who is said to have had gay sex with his worker? I am kind of disturbed when I read it. Don't know why.

Here’s something to think about:

How come you never see a headline like ‘Psychic Wins Lottery’?

-Jay Leno

Today I went out to play basketball ! With myself. But it was fun! My mother accompanied me, and made her play for a minute. And she was tired already. XDD Never mind, I understand. Anyway, played basketball until the blocks around me was awakened because I keep bouncing the ball very loud. I think usually that area very silent one. I am your wake up call people!!


Then, slept at home. Didn't know basketball was just so tiring. I guess cause I long time never play basketball already. Woke up and met Aini, on time! YEAY! I was afraid of breaking another promise, and I didn't! I am that nice.

I want to go Wild Wild Wet during Chalet.. I just hope nothing unwelcome happens. :)

And woah, I am in charge of food? What if I eat them all?!!

:D

Right now..its 12 midnight..

Thinking a lot about my life, what I desire out of it.

Just feeling empty right now. Feel nothing. Its pretty weird, kind of makes you free but trapped at the same time. Free, cause no sadness, not even happiness. Just light. Trapped, cause no motivation, no excitement.

And I think...I am becoming a bitch. Don't know why. Maybe cause I don't give a damn about much nowadays. Brain damage, must be. All those nights doing assignments making me crazy.


Shall post when there are improvements~ :)

Right now, I am singing JJ LinJunJie Sha Shou.
Wow, I'm singing this every day now, and I am not even sick of it! This is pretty cool. First time, I am not sick of singing something so many times. :) And yes, I learnt the lyrics and the meaning, and it became more pretty to listen to. I am just trying to get the speed right, cause even when I pronounce the hanyu pinyin correctly, JJ already singing the next line. : S

I don't know why I went to research on beatbox. I guess I am bored. Wow, I am amazed at the type of beatbox available. Seriously, some people amazed me with their talents! I tried a bit, and I sound like chicken on crack. Hmmm, shall try again. Beatbox shall be my forte, just after singing!

I look at the GEMS list. Somehow, I don't feel encouraged just yet. I need to find out more...Anyone want to recommend any GEMS? Something towards music, film or drama would be nice.

IF YOU ARE EVER BULLIED, BEING BULLIED NOW, or A BULLY YOURSELF, read on to the red fonts words.

CRS= waste of time?! Are you even sure that your english is even stable at least? Sometimes, I don't know why I am even angry about this kind of thing. Like, its not even my business right? But man, it just annoys me when another person says something is a waste when their own ability is not even there. Can't you see the opportunity for growth right in front of your eyes?!

Sometimes, people can be just so blind.

Its just generally when I meet people, they keep complaining here and there. Whereas from what I see, the thing that they are complaining about can be the most valuable thing they can have. Its alright with me if you want to let it out and just thrash the shit out, but when the same thing goes over and over again without you having any progress, I wonder, ARE YOU THAT HELPLESS? Can't you use your own power to turn your life around instead of wallow in your bloody pain and sorrow all the time? Or ARE YOU JUST BLIND to see the wounded walking all around you?


我們的愛 過了就不再回來 直到現在 我還默默的等待
wo men de ai guo le bu zai hui lai zhi dao xian zai wo hai mo mo de deng dai
Our love has passed and will not return. Until now, I'm still quietly waiting

我們的愛 我明白 以變成你的負擔
wo men de ai wo ming bai yi bian cheng ni de fu dan
Our love, I know has already become your burden

只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖 你給的溫暖
zhi shi yong yuan wo dou fang bu kai zui hou de wen nuan ni gei de wen nuan
Only I can never give up the last tenderness. The tenderness that you give.

不要再問你是否愛我 現在我想要自由的天空
bu yao zai wen ni shi fou ai wo xian zai wo xiang yao zi you de tian kong
I don't want to ask you if you love me again. Right now, I just want a sky with freedom

遠離開這被捆綁的世界 不再寂寞
yuan li kai zhe bei kun bang de shi jie bu zai ji mo
Leave this tied down world. To be lonely no more


And I am starting to really miss STSB. I don't wanna have this feeling. But in a way, its sweet cause it reminds me how I can still feel and care. And sorry Mr Justin! I keep playing during your lesson! And sorry Mr Eng Tiong! I keep talking during your class!


Looking back at my life, how many times I've actually suffered, I frankly don't know how I get the strength to pull through. And what's even more, I don't know how I made so many friends in SP. I am very thankful that my class is a bunch of the most loveliest people I ever know. I love you guys very much.

Yes, I was an outcast, and yes, I was hated by so many people before. At the worst point of my life, I wanted to commit the worst act. To banish myself from Earth. Even better, I resorted to hurting myself just to feel better.

No one was there to listen but God.

I felt like the whole world was swallowing me up, and I am suffocating in mud.

Talking to any guy scared the hell out of me. I couldn't believe how insecure I was. Trying to seek approval, pleasing others, and torment myself with other's opinions. Going to school was like seeing death in the face. I remember how I locked myself in the bathroom every single day, burning myself with hot water, and always wishing I didn't survive so I don't have to go to school. Walking past teachers made me paranoid.

News spread fast, especially among teachers.

I remember how I cried till my eyes burn when I see my face on the internet. Even if you hate me, to do that on the internet and humiliate me in front of the whole world is uncalled for. Have you no life than to focus on me and destroying my life and future? You say I betrayed you. Isn't what you are doing even worse to me? To humiliate me in front of the whole world, you just sink so low in my eyes.


My point is, If you are bullied, no matter if your in the right or wrong, report it. Don't suffer in silence. Don't follow in my footsteps. Cause frankly, you might not survive. No one should have to go through such torture.

Talk to someone, tell your teacher you trust through email or letter. Do something instead of hiding. Its stronger to speak than to hide. And believe me when I said the future will be better and brighter. It's always after a thunderstorm that a rainbow will come.

And to God, thank you for everything you gave me. I learn my lesson and I am stronger now. Thank you for giving my the strength to see the light in the dark, even when my eyes were bleeding. And thank you, for letting me meet my friends in SP. Thank you.

The person who last tag you is: ETHEL! Make me do this quiz.. HAIYAH! LOL

2. Your r/s with him/her is: MY FUNNY FRIEND!!

3. Your five impression of him/her:

Very bubbly
Decisive
Always repeat the same song.. XDDDD
High level of energy
Can be scary when angry XPPPP
Got a lot more, like very encouraging and etc,
but that one, I write another day.. too many.. HEHE!

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you: this will take time!! By living. :)

5. the most memorable thing he/she has said to you: A lot of things, but I can't remember right now.. TOO MANY ASSIGNMENT!!

6. If he/she became your lover, you will: Smile. (LOL, sounds wrong). But hey, lesbianism not halal for me.. So, ...

7. If he/she became your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be: Listening time span? hehe....


8. If he/she became your enemy, you will: Make her laugh to death. Muaahahaha!!

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be: Cause she don't know why my jokes is so funny. X))))

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Let's form a band!! And no, not rubber band.

11. Your overall impression of her/him is : My Vitamin E. :P

12. How you think people arnd you will feel abt you?: That I am just too hot for them. :)

13. The characters you love of yourself are: Optimism, my style, sexiness, intelligence, extrovert, introvert and WOAH, so many..

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are: Worrying. That's all bah.

15. The most ideal person u want to be is: A wiser me. :D

16. for ppl that care and like you, say something to them: I LOVE YOU! MUAH!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons who u wish to know how they feel abt u:

1. Ethel (PASS U BACK!! infinite loop)
2. Xiang Ting
3. Shin Puay
4. Puay Ling
5. Li Ping
6. Amalina & Dian
7. Jia Jun
8. Jolene
9. Yu Han
10.Aini
11. CHEERYL!!! (Can't resist but to add you~)

18. Who is no.6 having r/s with? It's all about me babe..

19. Is no.9 a male/female? Both, changing at times. XDD

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?- Nah. Aini is already married!

22. What is no.2 studying about?- How to stay cute. :P

23. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?- Just today, during lesson? And possibly later, during msn. hehe

.24. what kind of music band does no.8 like?- ROCK. Japanese songs too.

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?- Yeah.

26. Will u woo No.3?- I woo everyone!

27. How about no.7?- Erm.. Hahaha! JK.

28. Is no.4 single?- From what I do know, yup yup.

29. What is the surname of No.5?- Brilliant&Hardworking

30. What's the hobby of no.4?- Singing?

31. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?- They don't even know how each other's eyes look like..
32. where is no.2 studying at?- SP!!

33. Talk smth casually abt No.1:- (Puts korean songs lyrics here)

34. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8?- Not halal man..

35. Where does No.9 live at?:- somewhere in Admiralty

36. What color does No.4 like?:- Pink! I dunno..

38. Does No.1 have any pets?- She is one. XP

39. Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?- Omg, why he so bullseye one? About the question, its very subjective..

40. what is no.10 doing now?- Most likely thinking about her hubby~

Today ate a lot of sweet stuff! Got one big straw filled with orangey powder that was sour sour sweet!! NICEEE.. I sucked the whole thing! I am so proud of myself.

And had my sweet performance too! Cause today right, Theatre Compass have performance, so as a member, naturally I join in and performed. Damn funny lah! Cause got stage combat, mime and etc. Then I kind of cock it all up during the fight scenes by hitting too much. And my whole body like lembik.. (translation: lembik - soft.) People fight, whole body tense, I fight like some ballet dancer, but not only me lor! Other people also blur blur one, they dunno want to fight or not. Some can still smile one lah! Fighting like so enjoyable like that. Imagine someone want to kill you, and you fight back, grinning. Audience also dunno which one psycho...

I hit you,
You hit me,
You hit me
I happy.

I had to cover up for them and continue hitting them with MY STICK like some sadistic person. I kinda love it though! :P I still remember my training, then one of my friend, Alif, told me.

HE: "Why you hold your stick so near to your head?"
ME: "Really meh? I defending mah.."
HE: "Its like you put the stick there, so I can hit MY stick on YOUR head."

Performance, some of the mimes are funny, cause they act machiam gangsters! Serious. Some become prison break season 1, others become ah lian, got NS men trying to act macho but fail..and bullies and etc. And most of the time, its always the girls who won! Woah, no wonder I am bullying my fellow classmates. HEHE. Not my fault guys, I was trained to be this way! *acts sad*

And hey, I know I am becoming more poetic now, but man, when you listen to VITAS, you just succumb to his hotness and keep on writing poets about things that sometimes don't make sense. :)

I still remember the time where whole class chionging DVDE. OMG. Chaotic like dunno what, but I still got time to go eat at MAC. Then, I told one stupid joke I heard frm 987 fm to Cheeryl, thinking no one else listening. All of a sudden, Ethel burst out laughing non-stop at the back of the bus! I didn't even know I was that funny.. :))) But sadly, that moment was one of a kind. Cause I tried to tell the joke again, and I was not amused. So, the joke lost its magic. But nevermind, Cheeryl and Ethel laugh like crazy, can already~

Okay, blog next time. My throat's sore.. eat too much sweet. Gotta go drink, sleep, do STSB..

weewet, and read my 203 hotmail inbox. LOL.

OMGosh. Today is the day of Chalet with my classmates and friends man! Imagine, I am already packed and just waiting for the time to pass by so I can go for the chalet! I can go swimming!! My mom is being extremely nice to me by letting me to go swim! Wow.. Thank you MOM! She help me pack my bag as well while I was in pain with my braces. So again, THANK YOU MOM!!!

I don't really like my braces colour. Blue.. Not SPARKLY blue. Oh god, I wish I could change it now. Never mind, I can change it to something like a rainbow maybe? XDDD That is insanity.

First day, I am gonna relax and just chill with them. Looking forward to second day, jump in the pool and get my insane hat on! Woot! And I want to watch Olympics encore, its really so cool. I can't watch it cause I will be at Wild Wild Wet. Oh well, doesn't matter~ Watch it before.. hehe! Don't know what I am gonna do on the last day.. maybe sneak in to other people's chalet and scare their hair off? :P

Hopefully, I post the pictures and videos I have of the chalet! Thank you to everyone involve in the planning(that includes me as well) , including my Mom, Dad and Bro for helping me!

I swear sometimes I just can't help but think I am the luckiest person in the world.

Voltaire's quote:

Anything too stupid to be said is sung.

Nowadays, I am pretty obsessed with quotes. To me, its like the wisdom that is frozen in time and easily accesed through the internet. Some of the sayings might be dumb like..

"People would soon get bored watching a box for hours" (This is regarding television)

DUMB.

Sometimes songs can be pretty stupid like.."My hump, my hump.. Oh oh oh." Imagine a woman saying this to a man, conversational wise. I would have a hysteria. Then again, the most beautiful things are said using songs as well. No , not the cliche 'Roses are red.. blah blah' and etc.. but those that really condense what people feel into words. Poetic stuff, and no not emo kind. Those can be really pretty to listen to.

Anyway, most of the songs nowadays have good beats but stupid lyrics. Those bimbotic kind.. like "I got it from my Mama." and it goes on and on like a spoilt radio. Right. Like I didn't know where you got it. I feel like saying.."What makes you think you don't get it from your papa?"

Bleah.

Enough with the stupidity and dumbness of the world.

Did you guys read the news? About the Anwar politician who is said to have had gay sex with his worker? I am kind of disturbed when I read it. Don't know why.

Here’s something to think about:

How come you never see a headline like ‘Psychic Wins Lottery’?

-Jay Leno

Today I went out to play basketball ! With myself. But it was fun! My mother accompanied me, and made her play for a minute. And she was tired already. XDD Never mind, I understand. Anyway, played basketball until the blocks around me was awakened because I keep bouncing the ball very loud. I think usually that area very silent one. I am your wake up call people!!


Then, slept at home. Didn't know basketball was just so tiring. I guess cause I long time never play basketball already. Woke up and met Aini, on time! YEAY! I was afraid of breaking another promise, and I didn't! I am that nice.

I want to go Wild Wild Wet during Chalet.. I just hope nothing unwelcome happens. :)

And woah, I am in charge of food? What if I eat them all?!!

:D

Right now..its 12 midnight..

Thinking a lot about my life, what I desire out of it.

Just feeling empty right now. Feel nothing. Its pretty weird, kind of makes you free but trapped at the same time. Free, cause no sadness, not even happiness. Just light. Trapped, cause no motivation, no excitement.

And I think...I am becoming a bitch. Don't know why. Maybe cause I don't give a damn about much nowadays. Brain damage, must be. All those nights doing assignments making me crazy.


Shall post when there are improvements~ :)

Right now, I am singing JJ LinJunJie Sha Shou.
Wow, I'm singing this every day now, and I am not even sick of it! This is pretty cool. First time, I am not sick of singing something so many times. :) And yes, I learnt the lyrics and the meaning, and it became more pretty to listen to. I am just trying to get the speed right, cause even when I pronounce the hanyu pinyin correctly, JJ already singing the next line. : S

I don't know why I went to research on beatbox. I guess I am bored. Wow, I am amazed at the type of beatbox available. Seriously, some people amazed me with their talents! I tried a bit, and I sound like chicken on crack. Hmmm, shall try again. Beatbox shall be my forte, just after singing!

I look at the GEMS list. Somehow, I don't feel encouraged just yet. I need to find out more...Anyone want to recommend any GEMS? Something towards music, film or drama would be nice.

IF YOU ARE EVER BULLIED, BEING BULLIED NOW, or A BULLY YOURSELF, read on to the red fonts words.

CRS= waste of time?! Are you even sure that your english is even stable at least? Sometimes, I don't know why I am even angry about this kind of thing. Like, its not even my business right? But man, it just annoys me when another person says something is a waste when their own ability is not even there. Can't you see the opportunity for growth right in front of your eyes?!

Sometimes, people can be just so blind.

Its just generally when I meet people, they keep complaining here and there. Whereas from what I see, the thing that they are complaining about can be the most valuable thing they can have. Its alright with me if you want to let it out and just thrash the shit out, but when the same thing goes over and over again without you having any progress, I wonder, ARE YOU THAT HELPLESS? Can't you use your own power to turn your life around instead of wallow in your bloody pain and sorrow all the time? Or ARE YOU JUST BLIND to see the wounded walking all around you?


我們的愛 過了就不再回來 直到現在 我還默默的等待
wo men de ai guo le bu zai hui lai zhi dao xian zai wo hai mo mo de deng dai
Our love has passed and will not return. Until now, I'm still quietly waiting

我們的愛 我明白 以變成你的負擔
wo men de ai wo ming bai yi bian cheng ni de fu dan
Our love, I know has already become your burden

只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖 你給的溫暖
zhi shi yong yuan wo dou fang bu kai zui hou de wen nuan ni gei de wen nuan
Only I can never give up the last tenderness. The tenderness that you give.

不要再問你是否愛我 現在我想要自由的天空
bu yao zai wen ni shi fou ai wo xian zai wo xiang yao zi you de tian kong
I don't want to ask you if you love me again. Right now, I just want a sky with freedom

遠離開這被捆綁的世界 不再寂寞
yuan li kai zhe bei kun bang de shi jie bu zai ji mo
Leave this tied down world. To be lonely no more


And I am starting to really miss STSB. I don't wanna have this feeling. But in a way, its sweet cause it reminds me how I can still feel and care. And sorry Mr Justin! I keep playing during your lesson! And sorry Mr Eng Tiong! I keep talking during your class!


Looking back at my life, how many times I've actually suffered, I frankly don't know how I get the strength to pull through. And what's even more, I don't know how I made so many friends in SP. I am very thankful that my class is a bunch of the most loveliest people I ever know. I love you guys very much.

Yes, I was an outcast, and yes, I was hated by so many people before. At the worst point of my life, I wanted to commit the worst act. To banish myself from Earth. Even better, I resorted to hurting myself just to feel better.

No one was there to listen but God.

I felt like the whole world was swallowing me up, and I am suffocating in mud.

Talking to any guy scared the hell out of me. I couldn't believe how insecure I was. Trying to seek approval, pleasing others, and torment myself with other's opinions. Going to school was like seeing death in the face. I remember how I locked myself in the bathroom every single day, burning myself with hot water, and always wishing I didn't survive so I don't have to go to school. Walking past teachers made me paranoid.

News spread fast, especially among teachers.

I remember how I cried till my eyes burn when I see my face on the internet. Even if you hate me, to do that on the internet and humiliate me in front of the whole world is uncalled for. Have you no life than to focus on me and destroying my life and future? You say I betrayed you. Isn't what you are doing even worse to me? To humiliate me in front of the whole world, you just sink so low in my eyes.


My point is, If you are bullied, no matter if your in the right or wrong, report it. Don't suffer in silence. Don't follow in my footsteps. Cause frankly, you might not survive. No one should have to go through such torture.

Talk to someone, tell your teacher you trust through email or letter. Do something instead of hiding. Its stronger to speak than to hide. And believe me when I said the future will be better and brighter. It's always after a thunderstorm that a rainbow will come.

And to God, thank you for everything you gave me. I learn my lesson and I am stronger now. Thank you for giving my the strength to see the light in the dark, even when my eyes were bleeding. And thank you, for letting me meet my friends in SP. Thank you.

The person who last tag you is: ETHEL! Make me do this quiz.. HAIYAH! LOL

2. Your r/s with him/her is: MY FUNNY FRIEND!!

3. Your five impression of him/her:

Very bubbly
Decisive
Always repeat the same song.. XDDDD
High level of energy
Can be scary when angry XPPPP
Got a lot more, like very encouraging and etc,
but that one, I write another day.. too many.. HEHE!

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you: this will take time!! By living. :)

5. the most memorable thing he/she has said to you: A lot of things, but I can't remember right now.. TOO MANY ASSIGNMENT!!

6. If he/she became your lover, you will: Smile. (LOL, sounds wrong). But hey, lesbianism not halal for me.. So, ...

7. If he/she became your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be: Listening time span? hehe....


8. If he/she became your enemy, you will: Make her laugh to death. Muaahahaha!!

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be: Cause she don't know why my jokes is so funny. X))))

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Let's form a band!! And no, not rubber band.

11. Your overall impression of her/him is : My Vitamin E. :P

12. How you think people arnd you will feel abt you?: That I am just too hot for them. :)

13. The characters you love of yourself are: Optimism, my style, sexiness, intelligence, extrovert, introvert and WOAH, so many..

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are: Worrying. That's all bah.

15. The most ideal person u want to be is: A wiser me. :D

16. for ppl that care and like you, say something to them: I LOVE YOU! MUAH!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons who u wish to know how they feel abt u:

1. Ethel (PASS U BACK!! infinite loop)
2. Xiang Ting
3. Shin Puay
4. Puay Ling
5. Li Ping
6. Amalina & Dian
7. Jia Jun
8. Jolene
9. Yu Han
10.Aini
11. CHEERYL!!! (Can't resist but to add you~)

18. Who is no.6 having r/s with? It's all about me babe..

19. Is no.9 a male/female? Both, changing at times. XDD

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?- Nah. Aini is already married!

22. What is no.2 studying about?- How to stay cute. :P

23. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?- Just today, during lesson? And possibly later, during msn. hehe

.24. what kind of music band does no.8 like?- ROCK. Japanese songs too.

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?- Yeah.

26. Will u woo No.3?- I woo everyone!

27. How about no.7?- Erm.. Hahaha! JK.

28. Is no.4 single?- From what I do know, yup yup.

29. What is the surname of No.5?- Brilliant&Hardworking

30. What's the hobby of no.4?- Singing?

31. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?- They don't even know how each other's eyes look like..
32. where is no.2 studying at?- SP!!

33. Talk smth casually abt No.1:- (Puts korean songs lyrics here)

34. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8?- Not halal man..

35. Where does No.9 live at?:- somewhere in Admiralty

36. What color does No.4 like?:- Pink! I dunno..

38. Does No.1 have any pets?- She is one. XP

39. Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?- Omg, why he so bullseye one? About the question, its very subjective..

40. what is no.10 doing now?- Most likely thinking about her hubby~

Today ate a lot of sweet stuff! Got one big straw filled with orangey powder that was sour sour sweet!! NICEEE.. I sucked the whole thing! I am so proud of myself.

And had my sweet performance too! Cause today right, Theatre Compass have performance, so as a member, naturally I join in and performed. Damn funny lah! Cause got stage combat, mime and etc. Then I kind of cock it all up during the fight scenes by hitting too much. And my whole body like lembik.. (translation: lembik - soft.) People fight, whole body tense, I fight like some ballet dancer, but not only me lor! Other people also blur blur one, they dunno want to fight or not. Some can still smile one lah! Fighting like so enjoyable like that. Imagine someone want to kill you, and you fight back, grinning. Audience also dunno which one psycho...

I hit you,
You hit me,
You hit me
I happy.

I had to cover up for them and continue hitting them with MY STICK like some sadistic person. I kinda love it though! :P I still remember my training, then one of my friend, Alif, told me.

HE: "Why you hold your stick so near to your head?"
ME: "Really meh? I defending mah.."
HE: "Its like you put the stick there, so I can hit MY stick on YOUR head."

Performance, some of the mimes are funny, cause they act machiam gangsters! Serious. Some become prison break season 1, others become ah lian, got NS men trying to act macho but fail..and bullies and etc. And most of the time, its always the girls who won! Woah, no wonder I am bullying my fellow classmates. HEHE. Not my fault guys, I was trained to be this way! *acts sad*

And hey, I know I am becoming more poetic now, but man, when you listen to VITAS, you just succumb to his hotness and keep on writing poets about things that sometimes don't make sense. :)

I still remember the time where whole class chionging DVDE. OMG. Chaotic like dunno what, but I still got time to go eat at MAC. Then, I told one stupid joke I heard frm 987 fm to Cheeryl, thinking no one else listening. All of a sudden, Ethel burst out laughing non-stop at the back of the bus! I didn't even know I was that funny.. :))) But sadly, that moment was one of a kind. Cause I tried to tell the joke again, and I was not amused. So, the joke lost its magic. But nevermind, Cheeryl and Ethel laugh like crazy, can already~

Okay, blog next time. My throat's sore.. eat too much sweet. Gotta go drink, sleep, do STSB..

weewet, and read my 203 hotmail inbox. LOL.