omg. My father bought me a C902 phone!!! WOAH! I have no words to thank him. Seriously, thank you so much!! But, I don't think that's even enough to thank him.. : D
It cost freaking $700 + !!!
This is my most expensive phone up to date ever! Omgosh, Ima scared to even touch it. But its very cool! I love the sound, the pic.. woah.
Off to enjoy my handphone! And hah! At least I don't have to worry about other people having the same phone as mine! For now at least~
Muah!! <3>
Now my train and bus rides, and walking to and fro would be a Rock&Roll concert.. Yeahhh.
Yesterday was really lovely! Wen jie wants to studY! I thought it would never happen, but what a miracle! Glad he's progressing~ Afterall, after several days of school days with nothing happening taking place, I was becoming bored and angry. And yesterday came in to rescue me, wow. Haha! Went jamming with :
Cheeryl
Jia Jun
Mei Peng
Phoebe
Sebastian
Wen Jie
& Myself. (lame right??! XD)
Sebastian was the most happiest cause it's his first time jamming! He was glowing all over man! I mean, I never seen him like that, so excited! Kind of surprised. A pleasant one at least. Thought of going KBox at first, but since it was like the last day of school..*ahem*.. Let's just go jamming then! And ta-da, all there~!
JJ was emoing initally, or maybe he was just tired. LOL. I decided to wake him up by throwing one plushie/bean-bag on top of him, making him the FILLING of bean-bag sandwich. And he suddenly decides to become a moving sandwich by dragging himself + the beanbags across the floor. Kinda creepy if you ask me. But, Woah, Cheeryl was laughing for one whole minute! After that, he join the gang to play~
Wen Jie was just focusing on the piano, trying to learn from Mei Peng. He with his glasses, and his serious face, omg, I can totally see him playing as a pianist in some Esplanade hall or musical concert. Jia You! And he actually wanted to learn Java and study in the library. Wow! Even I feel ashamed of myself when he said that. Serious.
Phoebe decides to play guitar, and play piano and sit in front of a mike.. Poor thing she is, cause I and other people keep stealing the microphone.. But I could see she focus on the guitar despite all the tremendous drums and the piano 'noise'~ Good luck Phoebe!
Mei Peng went totally berserk! She was like screaming in a hyper way, all the japanese songs or (maybe chinese songs?) like nobody's business!! Hahahaha!! Poor mike I tell ya..Phoebe stared at her with arched eyebrow, and I just giggle at the fact that Mei peng reveal her wild side! It shows how she feels safe with everyone around her to do that. And I'm glad.
Cheeryl actually gathered a lot of the beanbags and put it in front of the door of the jamming room. LAWLS! Like don't want anyone to barge in. And then, we both sat on it and start singing our own tunes, She japanese, and I'm English. Wow, Imagine, she a japanese and i'm caucassian! XDDDDD And yes, we are going for the talentime. SP, be scared!
After all the jamming, everyone went to the library~ Yeah, studied a bit, woah, only about 30 minutes seh. Borrowed stuffs, Then, go home~
& damn am I glad that SP library is vast. Cause I got to borrow this book! :
Borrow these 2 books! Especially the Magic of thinking BIG. Succeed people!!
The day I stop loving, is the day I rest my last breath.
Today, had a wonderful day, went jamming and stuff. Wish I had taken pictures, and brought a camera along. Everyone was happy, I guess. At least, they are.
:)
I shall blog about today, tomorrow. For now, I will enjoy the pleasure of reliving those moments in my mind.
So many people today dont stop to see the beauty on the inside of a person they only see what is on the outside the outside is just the beginning its what is on the inside that counts the big hearts the kind gestures the smile is not only on the outside but... in the inside as well the beauty of a person can not be put into words you need to follow your heart cause when it comes to love the heart beats strong!
what will it feel like when you smile at me, the way you smile at her?
your hazel eyes soften, glisten and gaze at her oh, so overwhelming with crinkles of love.
i tried to imitate her, the way she sighs, the way she ponder, but i know, deep inside, this isn't what it should be.
everytime i thought your mine, i have to wake up and swallow the thorns of a left-over dream, cause i could see how you sleep with a smile thinking of her.
with you, my heart buries itself in darkness, rather than trying to rain its love petals on you, the shine would be too great, and with a sigh, i watch you walk out the door, and i wouldn't even have a chance to feel your breath near my ears.
i wish to trail my finger down your cheeks, see how you smile in your sleep, and murmur my name through those lips and i want to wake up with your arms around me.
i don't wanna be left with only what-if dreams.
I hope before we say goodbye, my dear love, maybe one day you'll gaze at me cause every second, it hurts to just be by your side, walking in facades and just pretending that you don't matter to me, cause love, your everything.
Today is the HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!! (Well I am not surprised if another day becomes the happiest day, cause my life rocks!)
I actually braved myself to go for my 2nd Audition...For Filming! I am like was drop down low when I screwed up my first audition. Well, it isn't surprising cause the first audition atmosphere felt very awkward and was not friendly..a tad too formal..
BUT, this time, this other Audition by FreakyMamma productions was like.. WOW! Whatever happens ( of course I want to get in!!) , I did my best! I would push my best limits until I rank among Johnny Depp, but of course, WATCH OUT Johnny Depp!! I am going to be better than you soon! And going to top the charts.. and ---- ...
Before the audition, I kept thinking about Sweeney Todd. Two days before the audition day, I kept watching Sweeney Todd movie and trying to imitate Johnny Depp lah! LOLOL. And the script for the audition, guess what?! SWEENEY SWEET TODD !! Omgosh. Seriously, what are the chances? I must be psychic!!
I became Mrs Lovett... Sweet, kind, smart Mrs Lovett but ... sadly, only has a heart for Mr Todd/Benjamin Barker. Anyway, the script thingy went better than I thought. Somehow, everything I felt that day.. anxiousness, fear, even slight anger, flowed out of me! Everything! I have never opened up myself until today. I screamt, and pleaded and almost cried. (luckily, i didn't.) BUT, yeah, it was a ROCKING audition! The people of the production were very friendly! They really understand me and I felt comfortable!
If they had chosen KungFu Panda, I would have died.
Voiceover and impromptu. A bit let down by my impromptu. Cause I pulled back a little for that. :S NVM!
I did my best! And that's all I fucking care, (for now)!
And what's more! Today, I can watch my sweetie Wentworth Miller on TV! Sheesh kebabs sehh~
<33>But, -sighs-, when one gets too slow, something fun can be draggy and tiring indeed.
- WM : You want me to shoot the Maya book?
ME: It's ok, I think. I will just read it, and somehow will 'love' it. *shudders*
-WM: If you want, I can shoot that thingy now! Let me shoot it!
ME: Oh, alright. Go ahead, just don't shoot my head..
BANG!
NO MORE MAYA BOOK!! +
NO MORE MY HEAD!!
YEAYYY!
Now I feel better. Super better.
Well, I am a big crazy fan of MaryJanice Davidson, just by reading one of her books. For her to be able to do that is like a big major feat. My attention span is not very good, (damn those tv commercials!), and I usually put a book down just by reading one line from one random page. Serious, I am that damn fickle minded. But, this era, fickle mindedness does have its benefit.
WATCH KUNG FU PANDA! I think its the coolest and not to mention, the most HILARIOUS CG comedy ever! Jack Black has done well, kudos to you! And I don't know which one Jackie Chan is voicing over.. Might be that praying mantis..Or the shifu.. Or tai lung.. (Why does it sound like TAI LONG? Those damn loansharks are now appearing in movies. Oh god.)
Bleah, i think I am tired to think now. but guys, i did exercise. I'm serious. I exercised, and now I am like tired. I have kept on eating, but my weight remained there. (either i'm blind or the weight thingy is broken or I am really fit!!! -must be the latter ! ;) )
I FINISH STSB! Oh my god, I cannot imagine the freedom of this feeling! The satisfaction and the pleasure! Wooot! Orgasmic!! If you want to know how this feels like, go and do 20 pages of typing a story and plot developments, and sleep at 2 a.m for 6 consecutive days. When you're done, you will feel the greatness of the word 'END'.
And yes people, I am going to exercise like nobody's business, swim, run, skip, everything. The proof is that walking and climbing stairs at Singapore Poly is now a breeze~ I hardly feel pain now. So GOOOOOOD. To even think that on the first day, I felt like my legs going to collapse and crash literally is like a dream now.
My LIFE ROCKS NOW! Imagine, how many people say that btw? Many people keep saying their life sucks! When you believe your life sucks, your life WILL suck. Good for you.
I felt this pleasure the moment I am out of Unity Secondary... and wow, the happiness is multiplying itself by the second!! Love, love, there's no limit when your mind lets it be!
And I am going to watch all the television, the movies I missed, and all those games! Oh my god, all those wasted times of fatigue not being able to play games!! And not even watching my beautiful Wentworth Miller on TV! Sheez! Unthinkable!
And thank you STSB, I appreciate my life and time and freedom now!
Oh, to think again, yes, when school reopens, I CANNOT SLACK. I WILL STUDY HARD. I'M HARDWORKING. Good ~
I think LOVE does not last. No, not even true love. The mind has to keep remembering the memories to recreate the beautiful feeling once more. Imagine, if someone lose all his or her memories. The love is gone, like a snap. Somehow, people just forgets that the mind recreates the feeling until they decide to replace the beautiful feeling with something negative. It is how the mind creates the beautiful feeling that people all call love that makes people bond to each other.
When people say that love dies, its because their mind has give up creating that 'high' feeling towards something or someone. People can love anything if they want to, they can love bitches, jerks or even corpses. Serious. But, because humans subconscious mind primary desire is beauty, so their love range is mostly for pretty stuff. Some love gothic, but I have no comments for that.
So, Im just sick of people hearing say.. "Oh, I didn't choose to love him." "I can't do anything about it! Its out of my control!" You can choose everything, even things that may seem out of your control. Your mind is powerful, as given by God. Your mind can heal illness all by its own if you believe. Your mind can attract someone in psychic ways without even talking to him/her. Accept responsibility and focus on the positive people! And of course, learn about the powers of the mind. Focusing on the positive only isn't enough. That's why the movie "THE SECRET" isn't that good either.
And I like to thank God for letting our minds to be able to choose and enjoy love.
Saw something today, and it made me reflect about how my life is progressing. Whatever I had read had a profound impact on me since I start to realise how shitty my life has been, despite the perks and fun of being in SP.
I had been wasting my life away! Gosh, I must have been pretty stupid not to notice that. Been in fear for a long time since I did not have faith in myself and God. Living in fear all this time, thinking I am alone. Damn, wasted times.
I had a hard time establishing the sypnopsis and logline for my assignment. These days, I am becoming more anal in my assignments. Perfectionistic does have its goods though. I learnt much more than lessons could afford to teach me. Oh well, I am more hands-on as people say.
And I am getting sick of all the fights between neighbours. I mean, come on! This is not the playground that you were in when you were some 10 year old kids. Even kids move on. This is adulthood, and adults manage problems with rationality and not by :
"Oh she started it!" "I cannot lose to that asshole since he cut my slippers."
SO WHAT? Sometimes I wonder if people's life can be so boring that fights like these occur. You live only once, so why not just think before you act? The only way world can have no war is that small things and fights such as these are dealt with in the most peaceful way possible. Even if you want to retaliate, choose your ways wisely! Think about it, if two sides keep picking on each other, what would happen in the end? Both would self-destruct! The world is better off anyway.
What use is there to be human if mere things such as greed, pride could swallow you with ease just the way it did to animals?
Feel like dancing right now, listen up! STSB assignment still not done. :(( Wanna work, get more money so I don't have to worry about anything. Read mindreality.com, chat at msn. Blah, boring stuff.
1st of JUNE today people!
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours;
Drifting away do you feel my voice?
I want to breathe, love.
One class, one spirit, but once in a breath, you can feel the divisions cracking beneath.
Makes me smile, makes me cry, left a few months, and its still ticking.
I want to breathe, love.
What should I say, do you hear anything?
TC feels dark now, the laughters somehow drowning, light bubbling but not steaming.
Spent too long gazing away, and now I shake my head, a day or more, one year would be dust.
It cannot wait, I'm sure.
My pretty air, so how the hell can I fly, when youre just a grain of thought? Where's your touch? I used to feel it, now I can't even see you clearly in my mind.
I can't breathe. No air. No air. My , my, no air...
omg. My father bought me a C902 phone!!! WOAH! I have no words to thank him. Seriously, thank you so much!! But, I don't think that's even enough to thank him.. : D
It cost freaking $700 + !!!
This is my most expensive phone up to date ever! Omgosh, Ima scared to even touch it. But its very cool! I love the sound, the pic.. woah.
Off to enjoy my handphone! And hah! At least I don't have to worry about other people having the same phone as mine! For now at least~
Muah!! <3>
Now my train and bus rides, and walking to and fro would be a Rock&Roll concert.. Yeahhh.
Yesterday was really lovely! Wen jie wants to studY! I thought it would never happen, but what a miracle! Glad he's progressing~ Afterall, after several days of school days with nothing happening taking place, I was becoming bored and angry. And yesterday came in to rescue me, wow. Haha! Went jamming with :
Cheeryl
Jia Jun
Mei Peng
Phoebe
Sebastian
Wen Jie
& Myself. (lame right??! XD)
Sebastian was the most happiest cause it's his first time jamming! He was glowing all over man! I mean, I never seen him like that, so excited! Kind of surprised. A pleasant one at least. Thought of going KBox at first, but since it was like the last day of school..*ahem*.. Let's just go jamming then! And ta-da, all there~!
JJ was emoing initally, or maybe he was just tired. LOL. I decided to wake him up by throwing one plushie/bean-bag on top of him, making him the FILLING of bean-bag sandwich. And he suddenly decides to become a moving sandwich by dragging himself + the beanbags across the floor. Kinda creepy if you ask me. But, Woah, Cheeryl was laughing for one whole minute! After that, he join the gang to play~
Wen Jie was just focusing on the piano, trying to learn from Mei Peng. He with his glasses, and his serious face, omg, I can totally see him playing as a pianist in some Esplanade hall or musical concert. Jia You! And he actually wanted to learn Java and study in the library. Wow! Even I feel ashamed of myself when he said that. Serious.
Phoebe decides to play guitar, and play piano and sit in front of a mike.. Poor thing she is, cause I and other people keep stealing the microphone.. But I could see she focus on the guitar despite all the tremendous drums and the piano 'noise'~ Good luck Phoebe!
Mei Peng went totally berserk! She was like screaming in a hyper way, all the japanese songs or (maybe chinese songs?) like nobody's business!! Hahahaha!! Poor mike I tell ya..Phoebe stared at her with arched eyebrow, and I just giggle at the fact that Mei peng reveal her wild side! It shows how she feels safe with everyone around her to do that. And I'm glad.
Cheeryl actually gathered a lot of the beanbags and put it in front of the door of the jamming room. LAWLS! Like don't want anyone to barge in. And then, we both sat on it and start singing our own tunes, She japanese, and I'm English. Wow, Imagine, she a japanese and i'm caucassian! XDDDDD And yes, we are going for the talentime. SP, be scared!
After all the jamming, everyone went to the library~ Yeah, studied a bit, woah, only about 30 minutes seh. Borrowed stuffs, Then, go home~
& damn am I glad that SP library is vast. Cause I got to borrow this book! :
Borrow these 2 books! Especially the Magic of thinking BIG. Succeed people!!
The day I stop loving, is the day I rest my last breath.
Today, had a wonderful day, went jamming and stuff. Wish I had taken pictures, and brought a camera along. Everyone was happy, I guess. At least, they are.
:)
I shall blog about today, tomorrow. For now, I will enjoy the pleasure of reliving those moments in my mind.
So many people today dont stop to see the beauty on the inside of a person they only see what is on the outside the outside is just the beginning its what is on the inside that counts the big hearts the kind gestures the smile is not only on the outside but... in the inside as well the beauty of a person can not be put into words you need to follow your heart cause when it comes to love the heart beats strong!
what will it feel like when you smile at me, the way you smile at her?
your hazel eyes soften, glisten and gaze at her oh, so overwhelming with crinkles of love.
i tried to imitate her, the way she sighs, the way she ponder, but i know, deep inside, this isn't what it should be.
everytime i thought your mine, i have to wake up and swallow the thorns of a left-over dream, cause i could see how you sleep with a smile thinking of her.
with you, my heart buries itself in darkness, rather than trying to rain its love petals on you, the shine would be too great, and with a sigh, i watch you walk out the door, and i wouldn't even have a chance to feel your breath near my ears.
i wish to trail my finger down your cheeks, see how you smile in your sleep, and murmur my name through those lips and i want to wake up with your arms around me.
i don't wanna be left with only what-if dreams.
I hope before we say goodbye, my dear love, maybe one day you'll gaze at me cause every second, it hurts to just be by your side, walking in facades and just pretending that you don't matter to me, cause love, your everything.
Today is the HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!! (Well I am not surprised if another day becomes the happiest day, cause my life rocks!)
I actually braved myself to go for my 2nd Audition...For Filming! I am like was drop down low when I screwed up my first audition. Well, it isn't surprising cause the first audition atmosphere felt very awkward and was not friendly..a tad too formal..
BUT, this time, this other Audition by FreakyMamma productions was like.. WOW! Whatever happens ( of course I want to get in!!) , I did my best! I would push my best limits until I rank among Johnny Depp, but of course, WATCH OUT Johnny Depp!! I am going to be better than you soon! And going to top the charts.. and ---- ...
Before the audition, I kept thinking about Sweeney Todd. Two days before the audition day, I kept watching Sweeney Todd movie and trying to imitate Johnny Depp lah! LOLOL. And the script for the audition, guess what?! SWEENEY SWEET TODD !! Omgosh. Seriously, what are the chances? I must be psychic!!
I became Mrs Lovett... Sweet, kind, smart Mrs Lovett but ... sadly, only has a heart for Mr Todd/Benjamin Barker. Anyway, the script thingy went better than I thought. Somehow, everything I felt that day.. anxiousness, fear, even slight anger, flowed out of me! Everything! I have never opened up myself until today. I screamt, and pleaded and almost cried. (luckily, i didn't.) BUT, yeah, it was a ROCKING audition! The people of the production were very friendly! They really understand me and I felt comfortable!
If they had chosen KungFu Panda, I would have died.
Voiceover and impromptu. A bit let down by my impromptu. Cause I pulled back a little for that. :S NVM!
I did my best! And that's all I fucking care, (for now)!
And what's more! Today, I can watch my sweetie Wentworth Miller on TV! Sheesh kebabs sehh~
<33>But, -sighs-, when one gets too slow, something fun can be draggy and tiring indeed.
- WM : You want me to shoot the Maya book?
ME: It's ok, I think. I will just read it, and somehow will 'love' it. *shudders*
-WM: If you want, I can shoot that thingy now! Let me shoot it!
ME: Oh, alright. Go ahead, just don't shoot my head..
BANG!
NO MORE MAYA BOOK!! +
NO MORE MY HEAD!!
YEAYYY!
Now I feel better. Super better.
Well, I am a big crazy fan of MaryJanice Davidson, just by reading one of her books. For her to be able to do that is like a big major feat. My attention span is not very good, (damn those tv commercials!), and I usually put a book down just by reading one line from one random page. Serious, I am that damn fickle minded. But, this era, fickle mindedness does have its benefit.
WATCH KUNG FU PANDA! I think its the coolest and not to mention, the most HILARIOUS CG comedy ever! Jack Black has done well, kudos to you! And I don't know which one Jackie Chan is voicing over.. Might be that praying mantis..Or the shifu.. Or tai lung.. (Why does it sound like TAI LONG? Those damn loansharks are now appearing in movies. Oh god.)
Bleah, i think I am tired to think now. but guys, i did exercise. I'm serious. I exercised, and now I am like tired. I have kept on eating, but my weight remained there. (either i'm blind or the weight thingy is broken or I am really fit!!! -must be the latter ! ;) )
I FINISH STSB! Oh my god, I cannot imagine the freedom of this feeling! The satisfaction and the pleasure! Wooot! Orgasmic!! If you want to know how this feels like, go and do 20 pages of typing a story and plot developments, and sleep at 2 a.m for 6 consecutive days. When you're done, you will feel the greatness of the word 'END'.
And yes people, I am going to exercise like nobody's business, swim, run, skip, everything. The proof is that walking and climbing stairs at Singapore Poly is now a breeze~ I hardly feel pain now. So GOOOOOOD. To even think that on the first day, I felt like my legs going to collapse and crash literally is like a dream now.
My LIFE ROCKS NOW! Imagine, how many people say that btw? Many people keep saying their life sucks! When you believe your life sucks, your life WILL suck. Good for you.
I felt this pleasure the moment I am out of Unity Secondary... and wow, the happiness is multiplying itself by the second!! Love, love, there's no limit when your mind lets it be!
And I am going to watch all the television, the movies I missed, and all those games! Oh my god, all those wasted times of fatigue not being able to play games!! And not even watching my beautiful Wentworth Miller on TV! Sheez! Unthinkable!
And thank you STSB, I appreciate my life and time and freedom now!
Oh, to think again, yes, when school reopens, I CANNOT SLACK. I WILL STUDY HARD. I'M HARDWORKING. Good ~
I think LOVE does not last. No, not even true love. The mind has to keep remembering the memories to recreate the beautiful feeling once more. Imagine, if someone lose all his or her memories. The love is gone, like a snap. Somehow, people just forgets that the mind recreates the feeling until they decide to replace the beautiful feeling with something negative. It is how the mind creates the beautiful feeling that people all call love that makes people bond to each other.
When people say that love dies, its because their mind has give up creating that 'high' feeling towards something or someone. People can love anything if they want to, they can love bitches, jerks or even corpses. Serious. But, because humans subconscious mind primary desire is beauty, so their love range is mostly for pretty stuff. Some love gothic, but I have no comments for that.
So, Im just sick of people hearing say.. "Oh, I didn't choose to love him." "I can't do anything about it! Its out of my control!" You can choose everything, even things that may seem out of your control. Your mind is powerful, as given by God. Your mind can heal illness all by its own if you believe. Your mind can attract someone in psychic ways without even talking to him/her. Accept responsibility and focus on the positive people! And of course, learn about the powers of the mind. Focusing on the positive only isn't enough. That's why the movie "THE SECRET" isn't that good either.
And I like to thank God for letting our minds to be able to choose and enjoy love.
Saw something today, and it made me reflect about how my life is progressing. Whatever I had read had a profound impact on me since I start to realise how shitty my life has been, despite the perks and fun of being in SP.
I had been wasting my life away! Gosh, I must have been pretty stupid not to notice that. Been in fear for a long time since I did not have faith in myself and God. Living in fear all this time, thinking I am alone. Damn, wasted times.
I had a hard time establishing the sypnopsis and logline for my assignment. These days, I am becoming more anal in my assignments. Perfectionistic does have its goods though. I learnt much more than lessons could afford to teach me. Oh well, I am more hands-on as people say.
And I am getting sick of all the fights between neighbours. I mean, come on! This is not the playground that you were in when you were some 10 year old kids. Even kids move on. This is adulthood, and adults manage problems with rationality and not by :
"Oh she started it!" "I cannot lose to that asshole since he cut my slippers."
SO WHAT? Sometimes I wonder if people's life can be so boring that fights like these occur. You live only once, so why not just think before you act? The only way world can have no war is that small things and fights such as these are dealt with in the most peaceful way possible. Even if you want to retaliate, choose your ways wisely! Think about it, if two sides keep picking on each other, what would happen in the end? Both would self-destruct! The world is better off anyway.
What use is there to be human if mere things such as greed, pride could swallow you with ease just the way it did to animals?
Feel like dancing right now, listen up! STSB assignment still not done. :(( Wanna work, get more money so I don't have to worry about anything. Read mindreality.com, chat at msn. Blah, boring stuff.
1st of JUNE today people!
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours;
Drifting away do you feel my voice?
I want to breathe, love.
One class, one spirit, but once in a breath, you can feel the divisions cracking beneath.
Makes me smile, makes me cry, left a few months, and its still ticking.
I want to breathe, love.
What should I say, do you hear anything?
TC feels dark now, the laughters somehow drowning, light bubbling but not steaming.
Spent too long gazing away, and now I shake my head, a day or more, one year would be dust.
It cannot wait, I'm sure.
My pretty air, so how the hell can I fly, when youre just a grain of thought? Where's your touch? I used to feel it, now I can't even see you clearly in my mind.
I can't breathe. No air. No air. My , my, no air...
More About Me
Well, I love myself and sometimes I just wish I was like, Paris Hilton. Not PEREZ, that ugly journalist.
Anyway, I am pretty addicted to social life. I crave lazing around, and just hug everybody.
But of course, I don't dare to do that, cause people tend to assume wrong things.
I hate it when people like you and make you feel guilty, like it's your fault that they like you.
Get a grip, and all I wanted was just friendship.
Pretty much all of the things I do, I do sometimes out of fear, or love.
Usually its fear. But if I do the best things, it's love for sure.
Before the audition, I kept thinking about Sweeney Todd. Two days before the audition day, I kept watching Sweeney Todd movie and trying to imitate Johnny Depp lah! LOLOL. And the script for the audition, guess what?! SWEENEY SWEET TODD !! Omgosh. Seriously, what are the chances? 
