Today had been really enjoyable, well at least better than other days. Looking forward to going to Poly. BUT not looking forward to the crushes and the awful sickening stuff, like homework and blah blah blah..

SHEESH KEBABS!

Okay, serious. I had rediscovered my love for Buffy, the Vampire Slayer series. It's really painful and exciting to watch. And for those who are addicted to something, for me at least, its because I feel dead inside. I need something to feel something. It's just horrible to feel empty, like I am dead or robotic. Which obviously am not. So, instead of resorting to hurting myself to remind me that I can feel, I watch tv series. Until night.. WOOHOO! Reminds me of the good ol times of not going to school, so free!

I shall remember to blog during the morning.

AND YAH PEOPLE! Read Laurrel K. Hamilton books! Great stuff, erotic stuff sometimes, but that aside, its fantastic! Like Stephanie Meyer's kind, but more intense and adult like. And very action packed.

So, gotta go.. It's so bad that I, a night person, born with a mother who disapproves me being active at night. I am a partial owl! I AM ACTIVE MOSTLY AT NIGHT!!

OOh, feel so much better.

Chiao babes!~

Been quite a day today! Changed some of my hard core habits of procastination and succeeded! My weight is stabilising already and slowly going down. Which is excellent!

There was a lot of negative energy in me that I had to get rid of. Been brewing and boiling while I continued my daily life. So many tears gone now and hurts heal, but obviously there will be some damn wound sticking inside. Flapping, bleeding, still waiting for a cure. I was praying someday my life turns better. And now, I kept seeing a lot of tv programmes that size doesn't matter, love is all around : if you know how to find them. And I cried. All my life I thought I was pathetic, but instead there are people of more dire cicumstances so much more happier than I am, despite having the same fears. Its all the more inspiring, touching and encouraging to my self confidence. I've realised that I've been around people who themselves think they are pathetic and wants me to go along with them. My condoloscence..

I've read that God creates each one of us and paired us with another person. Every one have their own partners, living and breathing somewhere. The problem is whether I would find him right in time. Only God knows.

And man, I AM SO PISSED! She is making me mad! GAHH! Her voice is so annoying, hysterical and so... UGH! Whycan't she know when to stop taking?

i've got to stop here. can't make a proper blog post for years already. my heart is stuck . mind so full of garbage, and thorns..

SEE YA!

OMG! I am blogging thru my new laptop!! Sweet babe! Its so fast, windows vista and 2 dual core!

Oh YEAH! I feel se*y... XD

At last, no need to fight with my brother anymore! So longgggggggg...

But to go to Singapore Poly is scary. New friends, new environment. I am scared I would lose my own identity there. I have to remember that one..

Now, to wreck some havoc in the internet...

YO! Wazzup sistas and brothers? Me trying to talk like ne-yo, but failing so. Man, you've gotta check my shizz man. It's really dee-fir-ren!

Okay, that's me on crack. But yeah, trying new stuff is always fun~

There's like sharks of stuff that I need to do before going poly. And when I mean sharks, i mean GREAT WHITE SHARKS, burning my pocket. Wait.. what I meant was..gorging up my pocket. Seriously, all the money I need, to revamp my style, my look, to be the next poly superstar.. ahem.. is getting me crazy!

Just watch Shark's tale, i know i know..the metaphor.., and it kicked my ass! I laughed so hard, I almost got heart attack! CHOY! But yeah, you get my drift~

I love Ellen! Oh don't get your brains fired up thinking, oh my gosh! Aisyah's going all lesbian! NO! Ellen is the best host ever! Made my endorphins rushing~ Tyra is so excellent on informing me about a wide range of things! Tyra's show was the spark to my exercising routine. And for Ellen's show, it kept boosting me to go on!

Thanks Ellen, Tyra! And for you Oprah, Channel 5 isn't showing you yet..Tsk tsk tsk..But I know you don't mind, someday your going to be back on Channel 5 again.

Why am I so hyper? Must be the crack Sharks tale..

Off to sleep yo!

CHECK THIS OUT!
Its a song made using ONLY sounds from Windows OPerating System.
Play it and see for yourself.

Today had been really enjoyable, well at least better than other days. Looking forward to going to Poly. BUT not looking forward to the crushes and the awful sickening stuff, like homework and blah blah blah..

SHEESH KEBABS!

Okay, serious. I had rediscovered my love for Buffy, the Vampire Slayer series. It's really painful and exciting to watch. And for those who are addicted to something, for me at least, its because I feel dead inside. I need something to feel something. It's just horrible to feel empty, like I am dead or robotic. Which obviously am not. So, instead of resorting to hurting myself to remind me that I can feel, I watch tv series. Until night.. WOOHOO! Reminds me of the good ol times of not going to school, so free!

I shall remember to blog during the morning.

AND YAH PEOPLE! Read Laurrel K. Hamilton books! Great stuff, erotic stuff sometimes, but that aside, its fantastic! Like Stephanie Meyer's kind, but more intense and adult like. And very action packed.

So, gotta go.. It's so bad that I, a night person, born with a mother who disapproves me being active at night. I am a partial owl! I AM ACTIVE MOSTLY AT NIGHT!!

OOh, feel so much better.

Chiao babes!~

Been quite a day today! Changed some of my hard core habits of procastination and succeeded! My weight is stabilising already and slowly going down. Which is excellent!

There was a lot of negative energy in me that I had to get rid of. Been brewing and boiling while I continued my daily life. So many tears gone now and hurts heal, but obviously there will be some damn wound sticking inside. Flapping, bleeding, still waiting for a cure. I was praying someday my life turns better. And now, I kept seeing a lot of tv programmes that size doesn't matter, love is all around : if you know how to find them. And I cried. All my life I thought I was pathetic, but instead there are people of more dire cicumstances so much more happier than I am, despite having the same fears. Its all the more inspiring, touching and encouraging to my self confidence. I've realised that I've been around people who themselves think they are pathetic and wants me to go along with them. My condoloscence..

I've read that God creates each one of us and paired us with another person. Every one have their own partners, living and breathing somewhere. The problem is whether I would find him right in time. Only God knows.

And man, I AM SO PISSED! She is making me mad! GAHH! Her voice is so annoying, hysterical and so... UGH! Whycan't she know when to stop taking?

i've got to stop here. can't make a proper blog post for years already. my heart is stuck . mind so full of garbage, and thorns..

SEE YA!

OMG! I am blogging thru my new laptop!! Sweet babe! Its so fast, windows vista and 2 dual core!

Oh YEAH! I feel se*y... XD

At last, no need to fight with my brother anymore! So longgggggggg...

But to go to Singapore Poly is scary. New friends, new environment. I am scared I would lose my own identity there. I have to remember that one..

Now, to wreck some havoc in the internet...

YO! Wazzup sistas and brothers? Me trying to talk like ne-yo, but failing so. Man, you've gotta check my shizz man. It's really dee-fir-ren!

Okay, that's me on crack. But yeah, trying new stuff is always fun~

There's like sharks of stuff that I need to do before going poly. And when I mean sharks, i mean GREAT WHITE SHARKS, burning my pocket. Wait.. what I meant was..gorging up my pocket. Seriously, all the money I need, to revamp my style, my look, to be the next poly superstar.. ahem.. is getting me crazy!

Just watch Shark's tale, i know i know..the metaphor.., and it kicked my ass! I laughed so hard, I almost got heart attack! CHOY! But yeah, you get my drift~

I love Ellen! Oh don't get your brains fired up thinking, oh my gosh! Aisyah's going all lesbian! NO! Ellen is the best host ever! Made my endorphins rushing~ Tyra is so excellent on informing me about a wide range of things! Tyra's show was the spark to my exercising routine. And for Ellen's show, it kept boosting me to go on!

Thanks Ellen, Tyra! And for you Oprah, Channel 5 isn't showing you yet..Tsk tsk tsk..But I know you don't mind, someday your going to be back on Channel 5 again.

Why am I so hyper? Must be the crack Sharks tale..

Off to sleep yo!

CHECK THIS OUT!
Its a song made using ONLY sounds from Windows OPerating System.
Play it and see for yourself.