OMG. I am so tired today! Seriously tired because working at library now. Walk up, down, left , right, backwards and then back again. My legs and feet seriously in pain now. XD I think soon will be my hands because I will be arranging a lot of books.
I think I am beginning to see a lot of numbers now. All the numbers codes on books. Now, I feel angry when people any-o-how place the book in the library. I can feel the pain of the librarians now.
I think I can feel the pain of everyone. LOL.
I salute librarians all the way. And every workers who work hard to live. The librarians are friendly too! Beginning to like my workplace~
Today is quite a happy/angry/tiring/sad day.
Gosh. I don't know. I feel a very strong urge to be mushy nowadays. That IS SO not me! I am like that tomboy girl. What telah happen to me man? I am beginning to wanting to cheer everyone up, to kiss everyone and just go give free hugs.
I am becoming girly! I seriously don't know how to feel right now. It's like asking a girl to become a guy. For me, its like becoming a girl all over again.
I have a hard time trying to resist jumping on everyone. LOL. Scary shit. And whenever I am too long away from my family, I will start missing everyone. Wow.
And I felt super bad that I failed Ethel's quiz. It's okay, you also failed mine. XDDDDDD
I can go for days being alone last time. Now, I don't want to. Major change man. Now only did I noticed that.
I miss 1a01. I miss my classmates, I miss a lot of people now. I miss my drama peeps. I miss my secondary school friends. I miss my bed. XD
Happy because I saw a lot of handsome guys who were like super friendly to me. Made my day man. Didn't know handsome guys were uber sweet, to me of all people! :D And my drama friends today were quite high! So happy for them!
First time an auntie, a well-dressed auntie, rushed into an mrt and applogised for making me squeezed myself. FIRST TIME, I felt cared by another stranger. Singaporeans, where are your manners ?
Had fun in class today~ But assignments, I didn't even notice they are piling up. I wish I can go to school just to socialise and have fun. Lessons can be like inserted into my brain via a chip or something. Okay, choy but think about it. No books/laptops! Fun and knowledge easily!
Trying to reach out to all of 2a05. But scared. It's okay, I can try again.
I read other people's blog and mostly are sad. Some are truly happy and I am so glad for them. I have been one of the suffering ones last time, and I totally understand. It's not easy to get out of that rut of being so negative. The key is to know that those negative thoughts are not YOU . They are just thoughts. You are the awareness, the one who choose which thoughts you want to affect yourself. And it's not your fault when these negative things come by. Your brain is so used to it but you can change that.
Chim, but if you can understand, it will help you pull out of the pain. But again, this knowledge is only for those minds who are ready to take it in.
Quite glad that the health authorities lower the h1n1 warning to yellow. So, I won't be like those villagers when the boy cried wolf. But still, prevention is better than cure.
I know I make friends superficially. Its rarely do I know someone on a very deep level, except my family. Those facebook test just shows you can never know anyone fully well. I hope I can connect heart to heart more often.
And to my brother, even though you will never read this, I love you very much and am really sorry that I am so busy with poly. I hate not spending time with you. Good luck with your exams, and I really tried. Missing you~
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