I feel so romantic listening to Enrique / Ring My Bells. Give it a listen from my playlist! :)
Suppose to be doing homework, but I am blogging! XDD Aiyah, only a while.. Won't hurt!
Anyway, I realize my strength to bounce back to happiness has been beyond what I could have imagined. It was just a while ago that I had a fight, and after that, instead of being sad and crying into sleep like I always do, my heart says 'I'm just glad we are still alive." I cried happy tears when I heard that voice, cause finally it's like I can be happy anytime I want.
I am suppose to be happy. And I am.
Imagine, losing someone , and you feel empty. Now, Imagine another situation where after losing someone, you cry and then your heart is able to let go, and feel warmth of love again.
I am beginning to respect myself now.
We all should let go of pain, of rejection, of guilt, of the belief that we are unworthy. We should all let go of the normal I-should-feel-this-way-for-this-situation kind. If you sad, cry. If you're happy, smile. Afterall, who set the rule to when be happy or not? To have something, then we can be happy?
We can be happy right now. We can. But we need to let go and forgive ourselves. The past is over. Our present is ours, and only ours to make.
Live your life, love. Live it and let go.