OMYFGOD! I am so happy now!! It's like the first time feeling of falling in love with someone who loves you back!

You know why? Cause I know how to make myself sing properly!! OMYGOD! After all these years, only today I realized how everything clicks! My throat so damn relax, and I can hit high notes easily from a low note! I need to train to relax my throat, cause I keep straining it, the wrong way. The voice sounds funny, cause I have never sing in a relax way, so must practice my diction and my pitch.

And I realized I should focus on the things I have! I focus on my status of being single that it hurt me, blinded me to not know that I have much more things more worthy than boyfriend. I have family. I have a well kept house. I have money. I have God to believe in. I have close friends, trustworthy ones. I have friends that are male that I am quite close to. I have sanity. I have health and complete physical body. I have knowledge of mind. I HAVE PASSION! I HAVE SO MANY THINGS! I HAVE ABILITY TO SING NOW!

I am fucking wealthy I tell you. XD

I think I can safely say.."Desperation, FUCK OFF!" Haha. Sorry, I am so happy that now I become vulgar!

I think I am going to get orgasm if I go on like this. LOL. Okay okay, you might be disgusted now.

I am living a happy life. Thanks for your support, my beautiful psycho friends!

OMYFGOD! I am so happy now!! It's like the first time feeling of falling in love with someone who loves you back!

You know why? Cause I know how to make myself sing properly!! OMYGOD! After all these years, only today I realized how everything clicks! My throat so damn relax, and I can hit high notes easily from a low note! I need to train to relax my throat, cause I keep straining it, the wrong way. The voice sounds funny, cause I have never sing in a relax way, so must practice my diction and my pitch.

And I realized I should focus on the things I have! I focus on my status of being single that it hurt me, blinded me to not know that I have much more things more worthy than boyfriend. I have family. I have a well kept house. I have money. I have God to believe in. I have close friends, trustworthy ones. I have friends that are male that I am quite close to. I have sanity. I have health and complete physical body. I have knowledge of mind. I HAVE PASSION! I HAVE SO MANY THINGS! I HAVE ABILITY TO SING NOW!

I am fucking wealthy I tell you. XD

I think I can safely say.."Desperation, FUCK OFF!" Haha. Sorry, I am so happy that now I become vulgar!

I think I am going to get orgasm if I go on like this. LOL. Okay okay, you might be disgusted now.

I am living a happy life. Thanks for your support, my beautiful psycho friends!