Now I understand what they meant by feeling like you were never broken in the first place. The true me has and is always been there, loving and whole. It was my ego that was hurting.

I wonder if my life would be so much better if I have no ego ( still smart enough to defend myself if need be) , but love for myself and for everyone, connected to all that is life, and changing things that are not so nice into powerful lessons.

I keep hearing people say, "We are all one. The illusion that we are separate and different is just another illusion, another lie". I can't feel it fully now, but a bit of the feeling of oneness with the world is getting to me. It is really peaceful, here in my own world. It was so chaotic with so much chattering, so much worry.

I didn't know heaven could be in one's own mind. Maybe this is what heaven feels like. Peaceful, soothing, and giving me strength. It's like.. being somewhere warm, with a lot of breeze, and I feel very floaty~

This month, I don't feel like going out. I feel like honing my skills. Such as dancing, and strengthening my body. I would like to learn how to save money well, so I can buy that singing lesson I've been craving since I was like, what? , 8?

Good luck Aisyah. Love you so much. <3

Now I understand what they meant by feeling like you were never broken in the first place. The true me has and is always been there, loving and whole. It was my ego that was hurting.

I wonder if my life would be so much better if I have no ego ( still smart enough to defend myself if need be) , but love for myself and for everyone, connected to all that is life, and changing things that are not so nice into powerful lessons.

I keep hearing people say, "We are all one. The illusion that we are separate and different is just another illusion, another lie". I can't feel it fully now, but a bit of the feeling of oneness with the world is getting to me. It is really peaceful, here in my own world. It was so chaotic with so much chattering, so much worry.

I didn't know heaven could be in one's own mind. Maybe this is what heaven feels like. Peaceful, soothing, and giving me strength. It's like.. being somewhere warm, with a lot of breeze, and I feel very floaty~

This month, I don't feel like going out. I feel like honing my skills. Such as dancing, and strengthening my body. I would like to learn how to save money well, so I can buy that singing lesson I've been craving since I was like, what? , 8?

Good luck Aisyah. Love you so much. <3