DavidArchuleta /Crush
My favourite song right now! This song makes me feel warm inside, not all hot like I always feel , if you know what I mean. It makes me feel that I can still feel love, despite being so afraid to feel that intense pain when the loved one goes away.
His voice is soft, gentle and caressing... And explodes into a passionate chorus and cry for mutual interest. It makes me believe again in the soft, sensitive soul inside a man.
And I can feel that intense hope that he harbours for her. If I were her, I would keep him straightaway. :D
Too much reality sometimes holds me down.
I am easily distracted especially when my emotions run high. Some people could literally feel the air around me start to feel very warm when I feel anger, or saw someone I really like. I didn't even realise it was that bad!
I tell you, if my mother taught me to sing, I would be the most active singer. I would keep singing till the end of my life. The proof? Even when she totally detest my dream, I still keep singing and singing.. for years. And years to come. Even when she says I won't ever make it, my heart says ' Yes you can. '
When my heart believes in me, there's nothing that can stop me. Unless death comes.
Sometimes, I wonder what I want in life. I tend to deviate to social things. I guess, I am a social butterfly. But I do need time to be alone, to just relax and stop thinking. And feel how beautiful the world really is.
I always see people in the MRT, in class, and etc are so caught up with other things in life. Ever look out of the window, and see how the sky spreads out? How the sun's orange melts into the clouds, and how the clouds float, swirl around the birds ? How the light rays glitter off everything that caught its light? And how sweet the air smells when you stepped outside, the birds singing and the leaf swaying gently while a dew drips to the ground?
How people could actually think Singapore is boring... They are truly missing something.
I want to fight for the people I love. I tend to even if I don't want to. And I want to hug people now and hold hands. All thanks to Ethel and drama ! Haha! I am getting used to it, no worries!
Despite having so much assignments to handle, I want to play intensely! I want to reach out to someone I love and be closer than possible. I want to bright up someone's day! I can't help it, I always unconsciously strive to put a smile on people's face.
I just love it when people smile just because I am there. It makes it all worthwhile to live.
I hope I can get a guitar. Or play the piano. This feelings can't stop pouring.
LOL. <3
And just a few days back, a handsome guy hugged me! FIRST time ever! Lol, a hug virgin.
I still remember how it feels!
*goes dreamy-eyed*