The one before me. Yes, you.
I had the best time of my life this week! The feeling only celebrity gets! Cause I literally just open up to my friends/classmates of 1A01. OOPS, its 1B01 this time, thanks to 'sem 2'. And oh my lappy is going to be my favourite friend. I will be with her for like, every school day.
I should ask her(my lappy) to lose some weight. And maybe walk on her own. Can't expect me to 'babysit' her all the time do we?
Highlights of Best Times:
Obama Outburst - Sudden love for Obama during CD lesson. HAHA! Obaisyah!
Presentation Moment /OC- making (almost) everyone laugh , a huge feat for me!
Another presentation moment/IDEA - The invention of Projector Water Cooler!
KBOX - angsty Xiang Ting and the sudden appearance of MR BOING BOING. =X
Maya - Everyone making my 'Shitty' name ever more popular. :P
Someone starting to talk to me more. Happy...
Playing Scissors.Paper.Stones all the way from foodcourt 5 to club room. Best game ever! Thx Ethel!
GEM Improv class - Met new cool stylo people to be crazy with!
Wow. Those are just the highlights you know? Thanks guys and ladies! Beautiful moments. Now I can remember these times when I grow old. :P Hope we all can stick together even when we are old. Please?
01 class is love.
I am more hyper nowadays cause I could actually tap into the inner connection that we all have between humans. I had what you would called a quantum leap.
I read this quote.
"Everyone you meet in your life — even total strangers — is
already intimately connected to you. The idea that we are all
separate and distinct beings is nothing but an illusion. We are
all parts of a larger whole, like individual cells in a body."Oneness - Other people are not separate and distinct from you.
In fact, they are you.
Connectedness - You don’t have to “build”
relationships with others because you’re already connected. You need
only tune into the pre-existing connection that’s already there.
No risk - Little or no courage is required to approach
strangers. You’re never actually building new connections from
scratch. You’re just recognizing what’s already there.
Equality - You
can feel just as close to total strangers as you do to your friends.
Significance - All relationships are significant; none are irrelevant.
Even the strangers you pass on the street are important parts of you.
Love without attachment - Letting go of harmful relationships is easier
because you’re still unconditionally connected to everyone else. As you
release old relationships that no longer serve you, you’ll attract new ones that
are compatible with you.-Stevepavlina.com
I can connect with more people, through my heart. Definitely better than 'thinking'. Tired of brainstorming what I should say next, or how I look like.. or what the other is thinking. Soulful relationships definitely fill up the hole inside of me. I hate worrying that he/she might not classify me as 'Close Friends' which would make me like a dumbass.
WORRY = MY ENEMY.
I used to self-indulge myself in my pain. At least with pain, I can feel more human. Numbness cripples me, and tears a bigger hole in the fabric of my soul. That's why, whenever I am empty inside, I hurt myself. Or just think about something harmful to my mental health. Crazy? Yes. Feels-good-to-me? Definitely.
Well, going to start maintaning my exercise program and... have fun doing my homework!!
Jia you loves, we all can do it!
Mwah.
