Showing off, and the empty.
- My beautiful class, 1A01
-My beautiful artwork. Bow to me, the great Year 1 artist. :P
WOW! SKATOOSH! My energy level is back high people! You know what? I didn't know I NEEDED so much sleep! I thought I was so full of energy when in fact deep inside, all I could feel was emptyness. No love, absolutely nothing. I was actually quite shocked I could actually survive those days!
I literally felt like I was becoming a sociopath. I sucked people's resources, I don't feel guilty, I enjoy lying and.. believe this, I just don't care about anyone. All I wanted to do was to win. Thats just literally sucky but I kind of enjoyed the feeling of not caring for anyone. I felt free, in a cold way.
But after getting the required sleep and naps, I literally felt so much more alive. I can actually feel love once more! I am not joking. I actually had fun helping my mother to vaccuum the house after resting. LOL.. Maybe all it takes to be a happy housewife is more sleep..and more money!
Maybe I should check if I feel cold, it means I need to sleep more than normal. Hmmm..
So tmrw.., I am posting some of the pics of the chalet~ And my artwork. Kua kua kua... what a showoff eh? XD
Yesterday, went job hunting with puay ling and shin puay! even tho the response and the result after the day wasnt encouraging, it was fun walking with them~ Bonding and bonding.
