I am ready to feel my emotions to their fullest extent. I have supressed so much excitement, so much sadness, and numbing myself. I went day to day not feeling anything. I also stayed away from touches, cause it opened a door where my emotions would blare back to life.


Now, I'm mentally ready. God, please let me be strong. To not trip over guys that are not worth it, to not prick over friends that are not worth it, and to have the wisdom to know when to place myself first.

I am ready to feel my emotions to their fullest extent. I have supressed so much excitement, so much sadness, and numbing myself. I went day to day not feeling anything. I also stayed away from touches, cause it opened a door where my emotions would blare back to life.


Now, I'm mentally ready. God, please let me be strong. To not trip over guys that are not worth it, to not prick over friends that are not worth it, and to have the wisdom to know when to place myself first.