My mother has been asking me..

So after this course, what do you work as?

I don't know. The questions ..

It kills me. Every time.

What am I suppose to say?

Oh, see how? Or... lucas films? I don't even know if I can get there.

I fought with her over this course.

Fucking stupid.

Do the people around me, who is like having good times, think about this? I mean, I can't really smile fully when that thought.. that future that isn't clear is nagging at the back of my mind.

How do I stop this cycle?

My mother has been asking me..

So after this course, what do you work as?

I don't know. The questions ..

It kills me. Every time.

What am I suppose to say?

Oh, see how? Or... lucas films? I don't even know if I can get there.

I fought with her over this course.

Fucking stupid.

Do the people around me, who is like having good times, think about this? I mean, I can't really smile fully when that thought.. that future that isn't clear is nagging at the back of my mind.

How do I stop this cycle?