I've realised why I have so many mind blanks, anger.. and boredom, and feelings as a loser..

I've lived in fear. So much fear, so used to it, I can't even tell it's there, until I dig deep enough.

I'm afraid of everything. Of losing security.. The more I seek security, the more I lose it. So perverse..

I have to build my courage .. And embrace fear as my guidance.

I've realised why I have so many mind blanks, anger.. and boredom, and feelings as a loser..

I've lived in fear. So much fear, so used to it, I can't even tell it's there, until I dig deep enough.

I'm afraid of everything. Of losing security.. The more I seek security, the more I lose it. So perverse..

I have to build my courage .. And embrace fear as my guidance.