KAMELOT : My favourite progressive/symphonic metal band!
Don't worry. Play the video, its a song called 'Abandoned' by Kamelot. NO, not those metal song, its very melodic, and soothing. Try it~ But its pretty sad.
OMG. EXAM IS OVER! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.Don't worry. Play the video, its a song called 'Abandoned' by Kamelot. NO, not those metal song, its very melodic, and soothing. Try it~ But its pretty sad.
Seriously people.. it's like.. I am a year 2! Okay, that won't be good news. But hey, at least NOW is the good news!
Java was like damn easy! I wish Maths was too! :`( Anyway, I think I am going to play like nobody's business. Maybe stalk people's house toO! WOOOO!
Hard Gayyyy.. Is <3333333.
I totally can't wait for class outing! I have high hopes for that, and I hope I can achieve my goals and make it the best day for everyone! I feel so melancholic now. All the memories. Oh well, at least I have them. Store them when I feel sad, for my own happy pills. XDDDDDDDDD
And oh yes, I will be writing about all of my lovely friends in DDM 1B01, very very soon. It is in progress. Check this space out soon!
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Been reading some life stuff. Realised I am very afraid of intimacy. Super afraid. Cause when I let myself be so vulnerable like that, I will get hurt, badly. I take quite a long time to recover from pain. Which isn't good.
I feel emotions 2x more powerful than normal people. I realised that two years ago. But, I will see where I can try to take away that fear barrier, and embrace someone special in my life with open arms.
My heart shut down. I am turning it on again. To full mode. And I hope this time, my mind can help guard it. With the help of my loved ones.
Ya Allah, tolonglah aku.
Amin.
