One more day left till school is over. & I don't feel too good right now. I mean, I feel like I just want to be high, but the rest.. (okay, some still remain quite high) just ... don't seem to care? I don't know.

I really am missing all of them already. But, I don't think they all miss me the way I do, except for a few close to me. I just feel so broken inside, when I go around making so much noise.. and the response is so lukewarm. But I just keep trying. Maybe, just maybe, they will respond more.

I can't even bear the thought of how I can tahan with other people. Am I ever get to be this high? Is the class bonding ever going to be this good? What the fuck am I doing?

I still have assignments, I also have cca's and I got other plans as well. Why am I only the one attending most of the classes, making so much noise, and trying to pump the class up? At least some did try to make the class noisy. Okay, for Ethel, I understand, cause got a lot of things for her. The rest? I don't think so.

I wish I could go back to the drawing lessons time. I wish I can go back, so I can make everyone more noisy than they are now. I was too slow. I was so afraid, so caved into myself. And I was shy. Extremely shy, in a subtle way. I was an idiot.

Its okay, I tried my best. I got close to most of you, and I hope my time with you has made an excellent difference in your life.

Remember me. Goodbye.

Whatever man. If you guys just keep talking in Chinese, fine. Go ahead. I don't wanna care. Just tell me when the Chinese part is over, so I can talk and listen.

Enjoy your holidays, your long-awaited holidays. I need some time alone, which I think I have a lot, to get over my emotions.

wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. Sorry, was I too vulgar? FUCK FUCK FUCK.

One more day left till school is over. & I don't feel too good right now. I mean, I feel like I just want to be high, but the rest.. (okay, some still remain quite high) just ... don't seem to care? I don't know.

I really am missing all of them already. But, I don't think they all miss me the way I do, except for a few close to me. I just feel so broken inside, when I go around making so much noise.. and the response is so lukewarm. But I just keep trying. Maybe, just maybe, they will respond more.

I can't even bear the thought of how I can tahan with other people. Am I ever get to be this high? Is the class bonding ever going to be this good? What the fuck am I doing?

I still have assignments, I also have cca's and I got other plans as well. Why am I only the one attending most of the classes, making so much noise, and trying to pump the class up? At least some did try to make the class noisy. Okay, for Ethel, I understand, cause got a lot of things for her. The rest? I don't think so.

I wish I could go back to the drawing lessons time. I wish I can go back, so I can make everyone more noisy than they are now. I was too slow. I was so afraid, so caved into myself. And I was shy. Extremely shy, in a subtle way. I was an idiot.

Its okay, I tried my best. I got close to most of you, and I hope my time with you has made an excellent difference in your life.

Remember me. Goodbye.

Whatever man. If you guys just keep talking in Chinese, fine. Go ahead. I don't wanna care. Just tell me when the Chinese part is over, so I can talk and listen.

Enjoy your holidays, your long-awaited holidays. I need some time alone, which I think I have a lot, to get over my emotions.

wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. Sorry, was I too vulgar? FUCK FUCK FUCK.