I realise one of the most fatal mistakes i have done, ALL MY LIFE.

I have been waiting for something to happen, someone to rescue me. It's like I am in this dreamworld where everything would just click into place in the future. When I look at people around me, I realize what's going on. People say Grow up.. But I could see many are still living in fairytales when they were little kids, that everything will be perfect eventually.

But, that is if they DO something about it! If they dare to embrace their potential, to try, to feel failure and realize that a lot of work needs to be done!

Omgosh, I have been waiting for everything! Waiting for the perfect man, waiting for the perfect time to do something, waiting for the perfect holiday events, WAITING IF I FEEL BETTER TO DO MY WORK, waiting for the perfect ... It can continue on !

And I shall never aim for perfection, but optimization. Perfection is failure. I can only be successful if I just improve bit by bit.

Why am I so blind?!

I realise one of the most fatal mistakes i have done, ALL MY LIFE.

I have been waiting for something to happen, someone to rescue me. It's like I am in this dreamworld where everything would just click into place in the future. When I look at people around me, I realize what's going on. People say Grow up.. But I could see many are still living in fairytales when they were little kids, that everything will be perfect eventually.

But, that is if they DO something about it! If they dare to embrace their potential, to try, to feel failure and realize that a lot of work needs to be done!

Omgosh, I have been waiting for everything! Waiting for the perfect man, waiting for the perfect time to do something, waiting for the perfect holiday events, WAITING IF I FEEL BETTER TO DO MY WORK, waiting for the perfect ... It can continue on !

And I shall never aim for perfection, but optimization. Perfection is failure. I can only be successful if I just improve bit by bit.

Why am I so blind?!