Friday, October 24, 2008
Posted by: Beaux-y
Time: 9:14 PM
Comments: 0
I can sense the sadness today, a lot of it. No, not from me, but from those close to me. It's strong.

I hope this is just a phase. Cause I never ever want to see 1A01, yes i hate 'B', to be so sad. Changing from a tight close group of friends, to just classmates and later associates.

PLEASE, NO.

If you want a listening ear, just tell me. My mind also very stm one, so tell me secret also I will forget, even when I keep it to myself.

1A01 brought so much confidence into me. I owe them a lot in ways I can never thank them.

I did tell XT I want to list down all the good things about every single person in our class. I still remember, and I am still trying.

The treat. I don't forget promises easily. But secrets, I will forget I even heard them.. A bit weird hor?

TODAY IS FUN FOR ME, even though I still can't help but worry for the others~

Ethel didn't come today. WTH? JK jk.. Rest well love? :)

Drama GEMS was crazy! Played with a lot of people, and did Improv. I actually realise how hard for me to trust other people. I really don't want other people to carry my burden, but want to carry theirs. It's a bit off, for a girl, don't ya think?

And I always resist any physical gratification so easily. What a reflex. Like even hugs and etc, I really have a hard time adjusting. I have to pretend I feel comfortable, I do like the physical affections, but whoa, my body wanna run away~

Blame those years of conditioning to society.

And I also realize how I naturally become the 'director' of any group. Good thing, but I still need to work on getting the groups to work together better. One guy is very cute.. Feel like pinching his cheeks! But just know him, so cannot. Must resist! MUST!

Become an AH LIAN for the Improv, and of course, I had no problem with that. Years of daily 'practice'. :P Even the teacher say I siao char bor. Whoa, if a drama teacher say that, I am off the limits already! BROKE RECORD. XD

But Simone is a damn good drama teacher. I wanna be just like her!

Maths was engaging for me, Cause I paid attention for once!
(Hey, to the one beside me, is everything alright? You look troubled... Maybe its just me~ Rest well, and let it all out like you did before when singing wan ba dan & etc! haha! Smile again love! Anything call me! Of course, dun call at midnight lah.. I confirm dead like a log.)

And to 'dragonfly', I pray things get better for you okay dearie! If worse comes to worst, things don't work out, fate has a better plan! Don't give up, love~ YOU MUST SURVIVE! Cause I'm here! XDDDDD ~ Let's go rock out somewhere, let out all that stress!

To a drink :
Why are you so emo today again? Couldn't help but worry. I am not close to you, but hey, as a friend, I still feel the pain. I hope everything gets better for you soon, whatever it is bothering you~ I'd rather you call me shit than see you shut down like that.


Hey everyone! Let's go do some halloween dressing up! Yi Zhen's invited me, and I invite you all! Just dress up on halloween day! I want to change my eyes to all black or white.. Will be nice sehh.. Scare everyone.. :P

Imagine, talking to a cute guy with your own eyes all black or white, no pupil at all? Crazy shit!!!

WEBP was eassyyy!! The easiest lesson ever. Like 1+1 = 2 !!! Woah, my blog can have a lot of..



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