IF YOU ARE EVER BULLIED, BEING BULLIED NOW, or A BULLY YOURSELF, read on to the red fonts words.

CRS= waste of time?! Are you even sure that your english is even stable at least? Sometimes, I don't know why I am even angry about this kind of thing. Like, its not even my business right? But man, it just annoys me when another person says something is a waste when their own ability is not even there. Can't you see the opportunity for growth right in front of your eyes?!

Sometimes, people can be just so blind.

Its just generally when I meet people, they keep complaining here and there. Whereas from what I see, the thing that they are complaining about can be the most valuable thing they can have. Its alright with me if you want to let it out and just thrash the shit out, but when the same thing goes over and over again without you having any progress, I wonder, ARE YOU THAT HELPLESS? Can't you use your own power to turn your life around instead of wallow in your bloody pain and sorrow all the time? Or ARE YOU JUST BLIND to see the wounded walking all around you?


我們的愛 過了就不再回來 直到現在 我還默默的等待
wo men de ai guo le bu zai hui lai zhi dao xian zai wo hai mo mo de deng dai
Our love has passed and will not return. Until now, I'm still quietly waiting

我們的愛 我明白 以變成你的負擔
wo men de ai wo ming bai yi bian cheng ni de fu dan
Our love, I know has already become your burden

只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖 你給的溫暖
zhi shi yong yuan wo dou fang bu kai zui hou de wen nuan ni gei de wen nuan
Only I can never give up the last tenderness. The tenderness that you give.

不要再問你是否愛我 現在我想要自由的天空
bu yao zai wen ni shi fou ai wo xian zai wo xiang yao zi you de tian kong
I don't want to ask you if you love me again. Right now, I just want a sky with freedom

遠離開這被捆綁的世界 不再寂寞
yuan li kai zhe bei kun bang de shi jie bu zai ji mo
Leave this tied down world. To be lonely no more


And I am starting to really miss STSB. I don't wanna have this feeling. But in a way, its sweet cause it reminds me how I can still feel and care. And sorry Mr Justin! I keep playing during your lesson! And sorry Mr Eng Tiong! I keep talking during your class!


Looking back at my life, how many times I've actually suffered, I frankly don't know how I get the strength to pull through. And what's even more, I don't know how I made so many friends in SP. I am very thankful that my class is a bunch of the most loveliest people I ever know. I love you guys very much.

Yes, I was an outcast, and yes, I was hated by so many people before. At the worst point of my life, I wanted to commit the worst act. To banish myself from Earth. Even better, I resorted to hurting myself just to feel better.

No one was there to listen but God.

I felt like the whole world was swallowing me up, and I am suffocating in mud.

Talking to any guy scared the hell out of me. I couldn't believe how insecure I was. Trying to seek approval, pleasing others, and torment myself with other's opinions. Going to school was like seeing death in the face. I remember how I locked myself in the bathroom every single day, burning myself with hot water, and always wishing I didn't survive so I don't have to go to school. Walking past teachers made me paranoid.

News spread fast, especially among teachers.

I remember how I cried till my eyes burn when I see my face on the internet. Even if you hate me, to do that on the internet and humiliate me in front of the whole world is uncalled for. Have you no life than to focus on me and destroying my life and future? You say I betrayed you. Isn't what you are doing even worse to me? To humiliate me in front of the whole world, you just sink so low in my eyes.


My point is, If you are bullied, no matter if your in the right or wrong, report it. Don't suffer in silence. Don't follow in my footsteps. Cause frankly, you might not survive. No one should have to go through such torture.

Talk to someone, tell your teacher you trust through email or letter. Do something instead of hiding. Its stronger to speak than to hide. And believe me when I said the future will be better and brighter. It's always after a thunderstorm that a rainbow will come.

And to God, thank you for everything you gave me. I learn my lesson and I am stronger now. Thank you for giving my the strength to see the light in the dark, even when my eyes were bleeding. And thank you, for letting me meet my friends in SP. Thank you.

IF YOU ARE EVER BULLIED, BEING BULLIED NOW, or A BULLY YOURSELF, read on to the red fonts words.

CRS= waste of time?! Are you even sure that your english is even stable at least? Sometimes, I don't know why I am even angry about this kind of thing. Like, its not even my business right? But man, it just annoys me when another person says something is a waste when their own ability is not even there. Can't you see the opportunity for growth right in front of your eyes?!

Sometimes, people can be just so blind.

Its just generally when I meet people, they keep complaining here and there. Whereas from what I see, the thing that they are complaining about can be the most valuable thing they can have. Its alright with me if you want to let it out and just thrash the shit out, but when the same thing goes over and over again without you having any progress, I wonder, ARE YOU THAT HELPLESS? Can't you use your own power to turn your life around instead of wallow in your bloody pain and sorrow all the time? Or ARE YOU JUST BLIND to see the wounded walking all around you?


我們的愛 過了就不再回來 直到現在 我還默默的等待
wo men de ai guo le bu zai hui lai zhi dao xian zai wo hai mo mo de deng dai
Our love has passed and will not return. Until now, I'm still quietly waiting

我們的愛 我明白 以變成你的負擔
wo men de ai wo ming bai yi bian cheng ni de fu dan
Our love, I know has already become your burden

只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖 你給的溫暖
zhi shi yong yuan wo dou fang bu kai zui hou de wen nuan ni gei de wen nuan
Only I can never give up the last tenderness. The tenderness that you give.

不要再問你是否愛我 現在我想要自由的天空
bu yao zai wen ni shi fou ai wo xian zai wo xiang yao zi you de tian kong
I don't want to ask you if you love me again. Right now, I just want a sky with freedom

遠離開這被捆綁的世界 不再寂寞
yuan li kai zhe bei kun bang de shi jie bu zai ji mo
Leave this tied down world. To be lonely no more


And I am starting to really miss STSB. I don't wanna have this feeling. But in a way, its sweet cause it reminds me how I can still feel and care. And sorry Mr Justin! I keep playing during your lesson! And sorry Mr Eng Tiong! I keep talking during your class!


Looking back at my life, how many times I've actually suffered, I frankly don't know how I get the strength to pull through. And what's even more, I don't know how I made so many friends in SP. I am very thankful that my class is a bunch of the most loveliest people I ever know. I love you guys very much.

Yes, I was an outcast, and yes, I was hated by so many people before. At the worst point of my life, I wanted to commit the worst act. To banish myself from Earth. Even better, I resorted to hurting myself just to feel better.

No one was there to listen but God.

I felt like the whole world was swallowing me up, and I am suffocating in mud.

Talking to any guy scared the hell out of me. I couldn't believe how insecure I was. Trying to seek approval, pleasing others, and torment myself with other's opinions. Going to school was like seeing death in the face. I remember how I locked myself in the bathroom every single day, burning myself with hot water, and always wishing I didn't survive so I don't have to go to school. Walking past teachers made me paranoid.

News spread fast, especially among teachers.

I remember how I cried till my eyes burn when I see my face on the internet. Even if you hate me, to do that on the internet and humiliate me in front of the whole world is uncalled for. Have you no life than to focus on me and destroying my life and future? You say I betrayed you. Isn't what you are doing even worse to me? To humiliate me in front of the whole world, you just sink so low in my eyes.


My point is, If you are bullied, no matter if your in the right or wrong, report it. Don't suffer in silence. Don't follow in my footsteps. Cause frankly, you might not survive. No one should have to go through such torture.

Talk to someone, tell your teacher you trust through email or letter. Do something instead of hiding. Its stronger to speak than to hide. And believe me when I said the future will be better and brighter. It's always after a thunderstorm that a rainbow will come.

And to God, thank you for everything you gave me. I learn my lesson and I am stronger now. Thank you for giving my the strength to see the light in the dark, even when my eyes were bleeding. And thank you, for letting me meet my friends in SP. Thank you.