I really admire bloggers who are very cheery and happy! It's so delightful to just read, like I could be part of that joy. It really makes my day.

I've lost and forgotten my purpose to blog. I can twit.. even though I don't want to twit on tweeter. Frankly, I do find Tweeter a bit, silly.

And I don't know. I feel like I'm in, but I know somehow I'm still not. I'm not part of 'it'. It's so strong, the feeling. I'm just the odd one out. Maybe I'm overemotional or something, but I derive from the clues. I am just not in it. To think, finally I fit. I guess, maybe not.

I'm pretty okay being alone. It does bother me time to time, but I guess I'm getting better at this.

Okay, I think I better stop. I don't want to bare my feelings out too much. I'm motivated by strong emotions, but currently, all these emotions are coming from matters that shouldnt matter, that shouldn't happen and that shouldn't be known to everyone.

As sick as this may sound, all this problems are somehow mine. Mine, and nobody else. And I like that feeling. XD I guess, being by myself does weird things to my mind.

I will blog, hopefully soon when my emotions are coming from happy stuff that I'm willing to share.


:)

I really admire bloggers who are very cheery and happy! It's so delightful to just read, like I could be part of that joy. It really makes my day.

I've lost and forgotten my purpose to blog. I can twit.. even though I don't want to twit on tweeter. Frankly, I do find Tweeter a bit, silly.

And I don't know. I feel like I'm in, but I know somehow I'm still not. I'm not part of 'it'. It's so strong, the feeling. I'm just the odd one out. Maybe I'm overemotional or something, but I derive from the clues. I am just not in it. To think, finally I fit. I guess, maybe not.

I'm pretty okay being alone. It does bother me time to time, but I guess I'm getting better at this.

Okay, I think I better stop. I don't want to bare my feelings out too much. I'm motivated by strong emotions, but currently, all these emotions are coming from matters that shouldnt matter, that shouldn't happen and that shouldn't be known to everyone.

As sick as this may sound, all this problems are somehow mine. Mine, and nobody else. And I like that feeling. XD I guess, being by myself does weird things to my mind.

I will blog, hopefully soon when my emotions are coming from happy stuff that I'm willing to share.


:)