Furious. Vengeful. Murderous. Wanna-vomit. Those words flitted across my mind as
I sifted through those horrible events in my past. I should have stop and think
about what I want in life, should have foreseen the circumstances, should have
stop stop fighting. I should have. I should have lash out and blurt out my piece
of mind, my whole world so everyone could just shut up and hide behind their
stupid facade. But I didn't. I was nice. Too nice. And it turn out to be..
WRONG.

I wasn't naive. I wasn't a liar. I wasn't nice. I was just
stupid enough to buy everything.

Oh I am pretty certain you would
shiver, if you had seen what kind of plans I have for you. And I am
aware what you have done to me. Time won't stop the pain. It's gonna be there as
long as I am alive. As long as my mind is working. As long as you walk
free.

HYPOCRITES.

I am going to leave that. Leave those plans and start anew.

For those book lovers out there, do take the chance to read Stephenie Meyer's vampire Series:'Twilight', 'New Moon' and 'Eclipse'. It is the story of a forbidden love between Edward, a 100 year old vampire and Bella, a normal human being. Unlike other vampire-type books, it breaks some of the cliche vampire myths as well as other creatures, all with their own powers. It explores the strength of love to strive between differences and shows how much faith they have in each other to survive despite the life threatening issues they face to be together. Do not judge the book just because it is a Youth Fiction. It is weaved maturely with its own world and creatures ( there will be werewolves, if you can't foresee that), entices me and is full of breathtaking romance and action. Mind you romance lovers, it is not erotic but it sure does create enough frustration and tension to keep you excited. Check it out! Just please, don't be a cannibal after reading it.

Borrowed more and more books and just realised how much I am into love stories and thrillers. Would recommend books the moment I finish them! Wanted to go to the radiogate because today, Rosalind from Perfect Ten is giving away free jackets. I badly want one, (i don't even know why) but decided against it because I would be back home late.

The Golden Compass promises one helluva ride and I am not going to miss it! Anyone who watch it already please..please tell me about it. Just don't spoil the fun or I am going to kill you. Literally. Really. I just can't help but roll my eyes when the catholic churches really dislike the movie..Yeah,its written by atheist but hey this is a free world, and one can think for oneself.

I am pretty shaken about the shootings that occured at a Western country. I cannot remember what country it was, but I saw the news. How many more are going to die just because one person is suicidal? Something is really wrong. Oh god. My condoloscences to those people affected.

Just one last note. Stop racism. And religiousim. And whatever thing that focus on differences instead of celebrating it. Stop it. Thank you.

Furious. Vengeful. Murderous. Wanna-vomit. Those words flitted across my mind as
I sifted through those horrible events in my past. I should have stop and think
about what I want in life, should have foreseen the circumstances, should have
stop stop fighting. I should have. I should have lash out and blurt out my piece
of mind, my whole world so everyone could just shut up and hide behind their
stupid facade. But I didn't. I was nice. Too nice. And it turn out to be..
WRONG.

I wasn't naive. I wasn't a liar. I wasn't nice. I was just
stupid enough to buy everything.

Oh I am pretty certain you would
shiver, if you had seen what kind of plans I have for you. And I am
aware what you have done to me. Time won't stop the pain. It's gonna be there as
long as I am alive. As long as my mind is working. As long as you walk
free.

HYPOCRITES.

I am going to leave that. Leave those plans and start anew.

For those book lovers out there, do take the chance to read Stephenie Meyer's vampire Series:'Twilight', 'New Moon' and 'Eclipse'. It is the story of a forbidden love between Edward, a 100 year old vampire and Bella, a normal human being. Unlike other vampire-type books, it breaks some of the cliche vampire myths as well as other creatures, all with their own powers. It explores the strength of love to strive between differences and shows how much faith they have in each other to survive despite the life threatening issues they face to be together. Do not judge the book just because it is a Youth Fiction. It is weaved maturely with its own world and creatures ( there will be werewolves, if you can't foresee that), entices me and is full of breathtaking romance and action. Mind you romance lovers, it is not erotic but it sure does create enough frustration and tension to keep you excited. Check it out! Just please, don't be a cannibal after reading it.

Borrowed more and more books and just realised how much I am into love stories and thrillers. Would recommend books the moment I finish them! Wanted to go to the radiogate because today, Rosalind from Perfect Ten is giving away free jackets. I badly want one, (i don't even know why) but decided against it because I would be back home late.

The Golden Compass promises one helluva ride and I am not going to miss it! Anyone who watch it already please..please tell me about it. Just don't spoil the fun or I am going to kill you. Literally. Really. I just can't help but roll my eyes when the catholic churches really dislike the movie..Yeah,its written by atheist but hey this is a free world, and one can think for oneself.

I am pretty shaken about the shootings that occured at a Western country. I cannot remember what country it was, but I saw the news. How many more are going to die just because one person is suicidal? Something is really wrong. Oh god. My condoloscences to those people affected.

Just one last note. Stop racism. And religiousim. And whatever thing that focus on differences instead of celebrating it. Stop it. Thank you.